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The meaning of the Fame Monster tracks ~~Lady GaGa's album~~

wow~ ada maksud disebaliknya ~ hahahaha ~

Bad Romance: Fear of love, specifically loving someone so much you not only tolerate all
the bad stuff, but you crave it.

Alejandro: Fear of men/commitment, what they might do to get her for themselves.

Monster: Fear of the realization that she might not be able to have a safe, secure relationship
with a good guy for her need of an aggressive, philandering, dangerous guy with
huge **** ("I've never see one like that before . . .")

So Happy I Could Die: Fear of alcohol and its consequences; also, fear of pride/loving
ones self so much. (Don't worry about anything, just drink and ******
and it'll be ok).

Speechless: Fear of death, specifically that of a loved one (she did write the song for her Daddy
afterall, who was going through heart problems before Gaga finally convinced
him to go through with the surgery). In particular, it's about a loved one who
thinks he/she is invincible and who don't realize the affect his/her death might have
on others.

Dance in the Dark: Fear of fame (though Gaga might dispute the idea that this album has
anything to do with fame). More specifically, what affect the public eye has
on the insecurities of someone (corruption, self-esteem, suicide, murder).
Fear of being watched, or just wanting to have some privacy.

Telephone: Fear of commitment; just wanting to have fun and be free/sleep around--the dance
is her freedom, but this freedom is always under attack.

Teeth: Superficially about oral sex; really, it's also about fear of the truth, and wanting to
confront this truth no matter how harsh it might be.

Lady GaGa - Speechless

I can't believe what you said to me
Last night, we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

And I'll never love again,
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half-wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
All of my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love so baby
Raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless

And I'll never love again,
Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless...

OMG.... 1st time.... 1st time.... 1st time ..... !!! do damn addicted to an english album, from
Lady Gaga 1st n 2nd album is my favourite !!!!! love her song so damn much !!!! Argh !!!!!!
My own ranking of her both album ~ hahahaha ~
1. Bad Romance
2. Dance In the Dark
3. Monster
4. Poker Face
5. Teeth
6. Paparazzi
7. Speechless
8. Love Games
9. Telephone
10. Alejandro

Wow ~~ nice song and nice lyrics ~~~ =)

Situation A (Selayang Mall)
-At a shoes shop , i was standing waiting the kakak took out the shoes from the store room...
An Indian guy came in (with his family).... belek2 a sample of shoe, and,turn to my direction..said.

The Indian guy : Ini kasut ada size saya tak ..?
Me : i look at him and my eyes do lyk dat =.= and told him - saya bukan kerja kat sini ! zzzzzz
The Indian guy : Oh , sorry sorry !

zzzzzzz... really brainless , those people working at there wearing special uniform ma... really BODOH !!

Situation B (Tesco-Rawang)
-At a shoes shop again.... at the shop doing buy 1 free 1 promotion ~ , so damn many people !!! my sister asked me to take the shoes for her while she go help my mum see other shoes...
so , i standing at there and holding the pair of shoe... then a chinese aunty come to me and said..
* in chinese conservation*

Another brainless aunty : Xiao Didi , this shoe how much , why dun have price tag de ?

then i look at her and a bit bit "火都来" and told : Ah Xiao Jie *very beh song*!!
i'm not working here de ler !!!!

Another bainless aunty : oh , i tot you are , coz u holding the shoes ma...
*she told me lyk dat , what a stupid answer ever & ever i heard b4 !!!!!*

*MCB* and *顶你的肺* (said in the heart) then i really get angry and cangkuk her....

i said *beh song* : 你有没有搞错 oh?? no eyes see ah?? all people here also holding shoes what ???!!! then all who holding also working at here la izzit ???!!! Those people working wearing
blue colour uniform and printed big big words in the uniform you can't see arh ??!!!

then she open big eyes and looking at me while i "bear" her and bu shuang her... then she go away from me... celaka !! issshhhhh !!! bodoh betul !! sometime really not dun want be patient with ppl... but ishhh those situation.. really 佛都有火... zzzzzzzzz.... well , forget them now... since
i have bought many things ~ hoho !! xD

LOLZ !! A big Doraemon - not consider a poster or a doll - for decoration purpose just
arrived in my working place ~~ xD xD so damn big and cute ~ hehehe... My jie jie-the boss
said , the doraemon sure 咋都没有 during the weekends...coz sure many child come and
kacau-kacau it ~ LOLZ ~ hope Doraemon will be safe on weekends ~ @.@ xD hehe..

long time didn't update my blog with my "handwriting" huh ?? hahahaha... these day
keep on update my blog with songs only ~ hehe...
well,recently i'm fine here...as fit as fiddle ~ still survive in my work...life go as usual...
nothing much changed...*i dun think have any changes also,LOLZ-废话*
really happy working at my ex-place... boss treat me so good...xD joke around~
chit-chat around~learnt many new things about cd's...really nice~ haha...however , heard my friends working at other place are not happy and find other job liao...so , am i consider lucky ???
last few days salary just bank-ed in my account...hahaha.. just hundred riggit++ coz working
few days only ma~ wait till this month de salary come out only go shopping ,buy my CNY new
shirts T.T !! One of the thing that i always headache is dun noe wanna wear which shirt go work
zzzzzzzzz.... @.@ kepala pusing ler.... Boss asked me whether wanna during CNY 初一 & 初二 or not....TRIPLE $$ ler ~ mayb i will work on CNY no holiday... @.@ $$ now... 80% i will work on CNY... coz i dun want see some of my stingy relatives on CNY.. well...difficult to explain...
just one word can be describe them(not all).. stingy-full of drama !! better go work earn money rather than wait their angpow ! no eyes see liao... stop here... prepare go work ler =)
have a nice day readers ~ hehehe..

听说你爱我-钟嘉欣 *cantonese*

常听说你爱着我 身边声音说了太多
全世界同样开心祝贺 只得我心里感到难过
毫无疑问 待我好太厚待我
为何没法证实过 你的关心为何

从那次你冷落我 想再回头但没帮助
原来情浓在高温之后 终于会转冷不会重播
无能为力没信心太怕犯错 前行后退也是错
我确实想得太多

其实我太想找到一个结果 然后去结束这种暧昧痛楚
流言未道破可是谁感觉错 好想你勇敢亲口讲到清楚
逃避较讲清讲楚辛苦得多 情愿难道在我迷惘中轻轻错过

若是我伤心也很傻亦过火 凭什么将我冷待与折磨
如明日你又全力讨好下个 都要做你最美丽朋友
又挂上笑面来唱歌

全是为你但你是否相信我 ~

Another good song !! T.T

zzzzzzzzzz
i dun noe what happened to my mixpod >>> the music box beside my blog there...
i added new music at there , can't play the music ler !! HELP T.T

Wonder Girls - Tell Me

Lenka - Trouble Is A Friend

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave, I try
Oh oh, I try!

<<让我跟你走>> 彭羚

逃避你的眼光 还是要一再偷看
逃避却偏退不去 泛滥我心里
挂念的感觉 容许在这晚上
什么都不听不看 坐在房的中央
对着灯光 想你又想你

小心一些不算过份 不想再爱会再次痛心
但你一笑一语可以一秒间 扭转天昏跟地暗
假使拘谨不去接近 剩余寂寞伴我继续做人
就以毕生的勇敢 将我的爱赌这下半生

来让我跟你走 流浪到天边海角
如若你肯靠紧我 你愿痛惜我
未悔当初

来让我跟你走 寻觅最真挚感觉
陪着痛苦也经过 快乐也经过
让你好好爱我
一生一世都不够

OMG !! this song really awesome !!!! i like it !!
the lyrics of this song really sang out my 心事 out !!

Yeah ~ 1 January 2010... Happy New Year everyone !!
All the best for everyone of you... good luck ya !!
and of coz, stay healthy and be happy ^^
hope everything going smoothly...

overall 2009...i don't know is a good year for me or a bad year for me....
if u all always visited my blog , this year..i'm has few serious sick ritz ???
high fever & sore throat (very serious)...went to hospital... blood test...urine test..x-ray..
injection 4 times !! T.T omg... see medicine only oledi want vomit liao !! T.T scare liao..
thanks to my parents who take care me during that time...

school time-@.@" yeah..continue from lower form 6 to upper form 6...
STPM really not my cup of tea..i admit it ! took 4 subject , always pass only Bio and PA..
i dun noe what happened to my Chemistry...F6 chemistry just can't compare with my F5
chemistry... i'm feel sorry to my F5 chemistry teacher-Puan Jaspal... >.<" and no nid to talk bout the damn Maths T... i'm suck in F4-F5 add.maths apatah lagi in L6-U6 Maths T.... zzzzz !! MUET just get band 3... argh !! cukup makan only... see la !! YCK all aso tak boleh.. all half-filled water !! die >.<" Nvm..I'm prepare to go Foundation at UTAR next year !!

I told some of my friends that i will go Foundation at UTAR next year after take my STPM result... *i know how is my result gonna be* , they said u wasted 2 years ?? i dun think i wasted 2 years just like that... atleast i have learnt many things especially the relationship between people & people... life-experience... No !! i didn't waste my time... i will appreciate it... some-more... i always said Seri Garing is a bad school... yeah i admit it again !!! is really a suck school ever... however at the same time i should thanks to this school... if not this school...if i didn't choose F6 this pathway... i dun think i will earn such precious life-experience... I'm woke up from the childish world liao... 2 years life-experience is nothing for me n u.. so , continue to meet new ppl...
learn more things from ppl... =)

the end of year 2009 and welcome the year 2010... i believe that i will have a wonderful life in year 2010... hehehe... 一年比一年好吗 !! =)

my main wish :
-my family and I as well as my friends stay healthy always and happy always ^^
-enter University !! haha ~~
-no financial problem in my family...
-world peace.. hope dun happen any disaster again..

Yeah ~ dat day went to SW-comic house there saw this new released (december) *so happy*
Detective Conan v.65....another 4 month i have waited...have to wait next year Mac/April
for v.66!! Anyway...hey !! i like this v.65 .... nice story !! the Red-Wall-case but to be continue
on next volume and the bank robbery-case... nice !!

nice song ~~ touching me... eyes red red... xD T.T

奶與蜜之地 - 梁文音

这是一个祈祷 期盼被拥抱
这是我的脆弱 真实的面貌
我要清扫内心的每处死角
不再有问号

这是一次跳跃 我跨过煎熬
这是我的信心 全然的依靠
感觉火热翻搅的心跳
为了爱要不断的奔跑

有你的地方 有爱的光亮
带领着我仰望幸福的方向
这一路有多美好 让生命芬芳
温暖着 如沐盛开的花

有你的地方 有爱的力量
鼓舞着我往前勇敢的飞翔
丰丰富富的奇妙 让生命刚强
歌唱着 分享快乐悲伤 有你的地方

融化我的倔强 抚慰那忧伤
为我付出所有 我无法丈量
赞叹生命挥洒的美丽风光
满足而清香

就算世界崩塌 我也不惧怕
还有一处良善 保留在心房
最后一刻抓住了希望
绝不放手 永远的向往

since when we have to walk so far from KL sentral to take Monorail ??? zzzzz

since when Sungei Wang was changed at the Ground Floor which enter from
the Giant Supermarket Entrance there ???

LOL !! proven that i'm a "宅男"....
haha.. i think dat i'm didn't go there more than half year jor..

Muahahahaha... yesterday at rank-7 , can't believe that , today i can up 2 more level
and reach level 36... from rank 7 to 6 and finally at rank 5 !! hahahaha !! Gratz for myself..
but after 2morow will seldom play lor..coz start work lor.. T.T sure got many ppl will over
me.. wuwuwuwu.. nvm..once upon a time i'm at rank 5 before... hehehehe.. gratz !! xD xD

HAHAHAHA... this online game (Zodiac Online) has released one week and a few days...
see my rank... Top 7 ler.. muahahahahaha... *for Horse-Zodiac only la... overall i dun noe
can reach top 100 or not =x

Wah...looks like i really long time didn't update my blog jor...
coz these days addicted with an online game..hehe..once wake up and wash up myself
then rush infront the PC and play play play till evening... xD even facebook aso less
log in..hehe.. still got 2 more days then have to work lor... go back my ex-place there work
full time job.. Speedy Video.. one month rm700 + commission... i will work hard for commission,
muahahaha... the one which make me headache..i dun noe want to take bus to work or drive
my V-zAi go work.. i hate the bus service ,some-more the bus terminal has changed..
nid to walk very far to get there ler.. T.T !! DUH !!! if drive , need parking fees..i still dun
noe how they will calculate the parking fees for me...need to ask them clearly on wednesday...
Christmas coming soon... i'm here wish u guys a happy Merry Christmas ^^
off... online game.. hahaha.. c u guys... ^^ have a nice days..

STPM is over lu ~ *anyway...know myself the result*
half year holiday ~~

what to do next ??

-arrange my room... recycle @ sell those unwanted things especially MATHS T !!
tengok u oledi "cucuk mata cucuk hidung" !! i want you disappear in my room...

-find part/full time job.. *if can full time lor-coz got more $$ than part time lor* while
waiting result and U-intake around May/June 2010 ... earn some pocket money ~~

-celebrate up coming Christmas , my 19th Birthday *finally T.T* , New year 2010 ~

-crazy shopping !! muahahahaha~ buy new shirts & pants for CNY 2010 ~~
CNY still got few more months... *damn fast*

-gai gai 99 ~ hahaha... anyone want date me out ?? hehehe... *but please be gentle
on my budget T.T * hahaha....