+++ xX 柠檬仔 Xx +++

【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】電影主題曲《那些年》

2011-09-17T02:01:00.003+08:00

又回到最初的起点；记忆中妳青涩的脸
我们终于来到了这一天；桌垫下的老照片
无数回忆连结；今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约

又回到最初的起点；呆呆地站在镜子前
笨拙系上红色领带的结；将头发梳成大人模样
穿上一身帅气西装；等会儿見妳一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的时光；回到教室座位前后故意讨妳温柔的骂
黑板上排列组合妳舍得解开吗；谁与谁坐他又爱着她

那些年错过的大雨；那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱妳拥抱错过的勇气；曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现；这世界滴滴点点全部都是妳

那些年错过的大雨；那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉妳告诉妳我没有忘记；那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定；再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着妳
紧紧抱着妳

傻瓜

2011-09-17T01:51:00.000+08:00

Awww...a very sweet song... love that =)

洪：要不是突然看到你眼睛会说话也许不会对你装傻
钟：所以我决定收下你的花相信你说的每句话
洪：是你让我的心跳每秒钟快几下突然想吻你的面颊
钟：所以我闭上双眼幻想着期待那些浪漫佳话花前月下
洪：你也在想我吗钟：你和我一样吗
洪：如果爱真的来临合：我们会牵手迎接吗
洪：我是傻瓜雨声哗哗晚风沙沙钟：想到未来还是有点害怕
洪：我会陪在你身边每个今天钟：可是明天你会不会爱上新的她
洪：我是傻瓜雨声哗哗晚风沙沙钟：未知的路我们是否要一起出发
合：海角天涯一直到青春变成白发
钟：我只希望你洪：只希望你合：叫我傻瓜

洪：我是傻瓜雨声哗哗晚风沙沙

钟：想到未来还是有点害怕

洪：我会送你一个家也许不大钟：但是足够把我们的梦想都装下

洪：大傻瓜雨声哗哗晚风沙沙钟：未知的路我们是否要一起出发

合：海角天涯一直到青春变成白发

钟：我只希望你洪：只希望你

合：叫我傻瓜

合：原来一世聪明为你变傻

I'm back

2011-07-18T23:15:00.002+08:00

OMG

such a long time didn't write for my blog ~

around 2 months++ ??

@.@"

recently over tired for studies + assignments + courseworks + tests and of coz

go out "wet" with my college friends....

go here n there , go eat here n there ~ LOL

I love my brothers ^^

Hwa Ann , Yuan Xue , Kean Chaw , Weng Loon , David and Kian Hong !!

Love you guys !!! hehehe...

I really love my college life...

believe me...until the day I leave this Earth...

I will remember my wonderful and epic college life i had !!

Hidden Meaning of Album of the Decade

2011-05-30T23:28:00.002+08:00

Source : http://ladygaga.wikia.com/wiki/Gagapedia
viewed on 30 May 2011

Track 1 [ Marry The Night ]
Is about [her/GaGa] going back to New York . [She] wrote [the song] about the courage it
took for [her] to say ‘I hate Hollywood, I just wanna live in Brooklyn and make music’.”
She reiterated this sentiment in her interview with E! News, saying that the song was about
her not assimilating to Hollywood and moving back to New York and to go back to her friends
and family in her old apartment which she's been living in.

Track 2 [ Born This Way ]
“I wrote it in ten fucking minutes and it is a completely magical message song.
And after I wrote it, the gates just opened, and the songs kept coming. It was like an
immaculate conception.” Lady Gaga stated, "When I started writing it, [it] was meant to
be a song about revolution and freedom and lack of prejudice. And when I started to create
the visuals for it, I thought so much about my fans and in so many ways it is the monsters
that created the imagery."

Track 3 [ Government Hooker ]
was inspired by Marilyn Monroe + Political mistresses .
"I wonder what they were privy to and what they affected" .

Track 5 [ Americano ]
a big mariachi techno-house record, where I am singing about immigration law and
gay marriage and all sorts of things that have to do with disenfranchised communities
in America . "It is about what American dream means to me" .

Track 6 [ Hair ]
I wrote HAIR about how parents used to get pissed at my outfits and my hair
when I was a kid . "It it about freedom and your own identity" .

Track 7 [ Scheiße ]
I went to a dirty party in Berlin and wrote it the next day . Its about wanting to be bad
without permission . Shit .

Track 8 [ Bloody Mary ]
"I believe that Mary Magdalene was both fully divine and fully human. She has to be
strong when Jesus fulfills the prophecy to die for everyone’s sins , but she still has the
moment of humanity where she’s upset to let him go. She had to be a superstar, but she
must have cried too." It is inspired by my car and Mary Magdalene .
It is about living halfway between reality and fantasy .

Track 9 [ Black Jesus † Amen Fashion ]
The song was about when she moved to downtown New York when she was 19.
The lyrics are about how when Gaga moved downtown, she was introduced to an entirely
new way of thinking that was so different from the way she was taught. Up till then,
iconic imagery had taught her her entire life to look at Jesus and religion a certain way.
So she sees Black Jesus as an entirely new way of thinking, which she believed was
caused by meeting new people and seeing new things. She says that the Amen Fashion
part of the song is about having a new way of seeing is as easy as changing your fashion
or how putting on a new spirit as easy as putting on fashion .

Track 10 [ Bad Kids ]
It is inspired by stories many monsters shared with me on the road .
I wanted a song to tribute their stories . #I'mABadKidToo

Track 11 [ Fashion of His Love ]
is about Alexander McQueen - London designer that created Plato's Atlantis, which
contained the McQueen Armadillo Stilettos and Dragon Heels, among other outfits
worn by GaGa . One of the very first songs GaGa wrote for the album. Prior to the release,
GaGa revealed that the song serves as a tribute to the late Alexander McQueen
and was written after his death .

Track 12 [ Highway Unicorn ]
It is about me (Lady GaGa) . Flying down the road , with nothing but a dream .

Track 13 [ Heavy Metal Lover ]
It is about "tonight bring all your friends , because a group does it better"
Last song recorded for the album .

Track 14 [ Electric Chapel ]
I began writing EC in Australia . I finished it in Europe on my tourbus .
In an interview with SHOWstudio, she called the Monster Ball an "Electric Chapel",
where her fans can go . It is about needing to feel safe finding love.

Track 15 [ The Queen ]
It is about Bravery . Being unafraid to be great .

Track 16 [ You & I ]
The song is about Lady Gaga's relationship in 2007-2008 with Luc Carl.
The song was written in New York on her first piano, in her parents' house.
According to the lyrics, the song describes Gaga's attempt to retrieve her lost love
during her break from The Monster Ball Tour in June of 2010.

Track 17 [ Edge of Glory ]
It is about your last moment on earth, the moment of truth, the moment before you
leave earth. In the same interview GaGa stated that she wrote "The Edge of Glory"
after the death of her grandfather .

Government Hooker

2011-05-24T18:11:00.002+08:00

Government Hooker - Lady GaGa

GAGA, GA-OOOOOO-AHH
GAGA, GA-OOOOOOOOO , Io Ritorne [x4]
GOVERNMENT HOOKER-EH

I can be good (If you just wanna be bad)
I can be cool (If you just wanna be mad)
I can be anything , I'll be your everything
Just touch me baby (Cause I don't wanna be sad)

As long as I'm your hooker (Back up and turn around)
As long as I'm your hooker! (Put your hands on the ground!)
As long as I'm you're hooker (Back up and turn around)
As long as I'm your hooker! (Get down!)

Hoo-ooker
(Yeah, You're my hooker) [x4]

I'm gonna drink my tears tonight
I'm gonna drink my tears and cry
Cuz I know you love me baby
I know you love me baby!

I could be girl (Unless you want to be man)
I could be sex (Unless you want to hold hands)
I could be anything , I could be everything
I could be mom (Unless you want to be dad)

As long as I'm your hooker (Back up and turn around)
As long as I'm your hooker! (Put your hands on the ground!)
As long as I'm you're hooker (Back up and turn around)
As long as I'm your hooker! (Get down!)

Hoo-ooker
(Yeah, You're my hooker) [x4]

Put your hands on me
John F. Kennedy
I'll make you squeal baby
As long as you pay me (AW)

I'm gonna drink my tears tonight
I'm gonna drink my tears and cry
Cause I know you love me baby
I know you love me baby!

Hoo-ooker
(Yeah, You're my hooker) [x4]

I could be girl (Unless you want to be man)
I could be sex (Unless you want to hold hands)
I could be anything I could be everything
I could be mom (Unless you want to be dad)

I wanna f*ck government hooker (Back up and turn around)
Stop f*ckin me government hooker (Put your hands on the ground!)
I wanna f*ck government hooker (Back up and turn around)
Stop f*ckin me government hooker (Get down!)

YES

Scheiße

2011-05-24T18:03:00.002+08:00

Scheiße - Lady GaGa

I don't speak German, But I can if you'd like. Oh!

Ich schleiban austa be clair,
Es kumpent madre monstère,
Aus-be aus-can-be flaugen,
Begun be üske but-bair. [x5]

I'll take you out tonight,
Say whatever you like.
Scheiße-Scheiße be mine,
Scheiße be mine (Scheiße be mine)

Put on a show tonight,
Do whatever you like.
Scheiße-Scheiße be mine,
Scheiße be mine (Scheiße be mine)

When I'm on a mission
I rebuke my condition.
If you're a strong female,
You don't need permission.

I, I wish I that I could dance on a single prayer.
I, I wish I could be strong without somebody there.
I, I wish I that I could dance on a single prayer.
I, I wish I could be strong without the Scheiße, yeh.

Oh oh oh oh oh.
Without the Scheiße, yeh. [x4]

I don't speak German but I wish I could

Ich schleiban austa be clair,
Es kumpent madre monstère,
Aus-be aus-can-be flaugen,
Begun be üske but-bair. [x2]

Love is objectified by what men say is right
Scheiße-Scheiße be mine,
Bullsh*t be mine (Bullsh*t be mine)

Blonde high heeled feminist enlisting femmes for this
Express your woman kind
Fight for your rights (Fight for your rights)

When I'm on a mission
I rebuke my condition.
If you're a strong female,
You don't need permission.

I, I wish I that I could dance on a single prayer.
I, I wish I could be strong without somebody there.
I, I wish I that I could dance on a single prayer.
I, I wish I could be strong without the Scheiße, yeh.

Oh oh oh oh oh.
Without the Scheiße, yeh. [x2]

I don't speak German but I wish I could.

I, I, I, I, I, I
I, I, I, I, I, I speak German
I, I, I, I, I, I, but I can if you like [x2]

I, I wish I that I could dance on a single prayer.
I, I wish I could be strong without somebody there.
I, I wish I that I could dance on a single prayer.
I, I wish I could be strong without the Scheiße, yeh.

Oh oh oh oh oh.
Without the Scheiße, yeh. [x4]

Ich schleiban austa be clair,
Es kumpent madre monstère,
Aus-be aus-can-be flaugen,
Begun be üske but-bair. [x2]

Fashion Of His Love

2011-05-19T17:49:00.003+08:00

Fashion Of His Love - Lady GaGa

I never was the kind of girl
That’s naturally sure when it comes to love , oh no!
I was insecure, insecure!

But when it comes to you and me
I can’t deny this feeling inside , oh no ~
Oh no, I’ve never been like this before!
This before, oh, no!

Chorus:
I seeing all the signs from above
I’m going to be the one that he loves
I was made for loving him
The Fashion of his Love! (Oh yeah~)

I’m gonna be his first and last kiss
‘Cause baby I was born to be his
I was made for loving him
The Fashion of his Love (I love you)

Verse 2 :
You know that I’d never cheat on a man
‘Cause I’m not like that
I’m physically crafted to be
As fitting as McQueen
But when it comes to clothing a man
I’m fashionably just designed to be rad
Oh he’s , no words that seem to mean
What I mean, no no, no!

No I just can’t seem to forget you
No I can’t
But just as long as I met you
You’re my babe right through
I was made for you (I was made for you)

Chorus:
I seeing all the signs from above
I’m going to be the one that he loves
I was made for loving him
The Fashion of his Love (Oh Yeah)

I’m gonna be his first and last kiss
‘Cause baby I was born to be his
I was made for loving him
The Fashion of his Love

They say I need a strong man
Not just a friend
But baby must have reached his death
No more reason to cry or to justify
How I feel for you
My love
I seeing all the signs from above
I’m going to be the one that he loves
I was made for loving him (Oh Yeah)

Chorus: (x2)
I seeing all the signs from above
I’m going to be the one that he loves
I was made for loving him
The Fashion of his Love (Oh Yeah)

I’m gonna be his first and last kiss,
‘Cause baby I was born to be his
I was made for loving him
The Fashion of his Love

Electric Chapel

2011-05-18T16:09:00.002+08:00

Electric Chapel - Lady GaGa

My body is sanctuary

My blood is pure
(Do doo do Do doo Do doo)

You want me bad

I think you’re cool

But I’m not sure

(Do doo do Do doo Do doo)

Follow me

Don’t be such a holy fool

Follow me

I need something more from you

It’s not about sex or champaigne

You hardly fool

(Do doo do Do doo Do doo)

If you want me

Meet me at the Electric Chapel

If you want me

Meet me at the Electric Chapel

If you wanna steal my heart away

Meet me, meet me baby in a safe place

Come on meet me

In the electric chapel

You ask to me where have you been

Next to the bar

(Do doo do Do doo Do doo)

Pray for your sins

Right on the dark

Caskets will fall

(Do doo do Do doo Do doo)

Follow me

Don’t be such a holy fool

Follow me

I need something sacred from you

Together we’ll both find a way

To make it pure

Love working in dirty way

If you want me

Meet me at the Electric Chapel

If you want me

Meet me at the Electric Chapel

If you wanna steal my heart away

Meet me, meet me baby in a safe place

Come on meet me

In the electric chapel (x2)

Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh

Marry The Night

2011-05-18T16:01:00.003+08:00

Marry The Night - Lady GaGa (lyrics)

I'm gonna marry the night
I won't give up on my life
I'm a warrior queen
Live passionately, tonight

I'm gonna marry the dark
Gonna make love to the stars
I'm a soldier to my
Own emptiness, I'm a winner

I'm gonna marry the night (x3)

I'm gonna marry, the night
I'm not gonna cry anymore
I'm gonna marry, the night
Leave nothing on this street to explore

M-m-m-marry, m-m-m-marry
M-m-m-marry the night (x2)

I'm gonna lace up my boots
Throw on some leather and cruise
Down the street that I love
In my fishnet gloves, I'm a sinner

Then I'll go down to the bar
But I won't cry anymore
I'll hold my whiskey up high
Kiss the bartender twice, I'm a loser

I'm gonna marry the night (x2)

I'm gonna marry, the night
I'm not gonna cry anymore
I'm gonna marry, the night
Leave nothing on this street to explore

M-m-m-marry, m-m-m-marry
M-m-m-marry the night (x2)

Nothing's too cool , To take me from you
New York is not just , A town that you never knew

Love is the new , Denim or black
Skeleton guns , Our wedding bells in the attic

Get Ginger ready
Climb in Camino front
Won't poke holes in the seat with my heels
'Cause that's where we make love

Come on and run
Turn the car on and run

I'm gonna marry, the night
I'm gonna burn a hole in the rug
I'm gonna marry, the night
Leave nothing on this street to explore

M-m-m-marry, m-m-m-marry
M-m-m-marry the night (x3)

I'm gonna marry, marry,
I'm gonna marry, marry,
Come on, come on, the night.

The night, (uh, I'm gonna) x12
The night.

HAIR - Lady GaGa

2011-05-17T10:05:00.002+08:00

HAIR - Lady GaGa

[Verse 1]

Whenever I dress cool,
My parents put up a fight
And if I’m a hotshot,
Mom will cut hair at night
In the morning I’m sure of my identity
I scream Mom and Dad
Why can’t I be who I wanna be?

I just wanna be myself,
And I want you to love me for who I am
I just wanna be myself,
And I want you to know, I am my Hair

[Chorus]

I’ve had enough
This is my prayer
That I’ll die living just as free as my hair

I’ve had enough
I’m not a freak
I must keep fighting to stay cool on the streets

I’ve had enough, enough, enough
And this is my prayer, I swear
I’m as free as my hair

[Verse 2]

Sometimes I want to rock on some highlights
Just because
I want my friend to think that I am dynamite
And on party, roxy, high school dance
I got my bangs too hard
That I don’t stand a chance
A chance

I just wanna be myself,
And I want you to love me for who I am
I just wanna be myself,
And I want you to know, I am my Hair

**[Chorus]**

[Bridge]

I just want to be free, I just want to be me
And I want lots of friends that invite me to their parties

I don’t wanna change,
And I don’t wanna be ashamed
I’m the spirit of my Hair
It’s all the glory that I bare
I am my Hair!

I’m my hair, I am my hair
It’s all the glory that I bare
I’m my hair-am my hair
I’m my hair-am my hair yeah!

**[Chorus]**

My mother monster ~

2011-05-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

GRAHAM NORTON
AMAZING !!!!
This video , just like GaGa is talking to me face to face , DIRECTLY !!!!
I'm feel soooo.... un-describable !!!!!
She the only one who would dedicate her precious time to talk with us !!
Just look at the other celebrities , all they care about is the money and the fame.
But not Gaga , just by seeing this video i feel that i personally know her
and i can connect with her ~
She gave me a goodbye kiss and said good night to me !!!
AWWWWWW !!!!
SHE SO DAMN SWEET !!!!!!!!!!!
I will LOVE YOU FOREVER !!!!!

The EDGE OF GLORY

2011-05-10T10:48:00.003+08:00

The EDGE OF GLORY - Lady GaGa

There ain’t no reason you and me should be alone
tonight yeah, baby , tonight, yeah, baby
I got a reason that you should take me home tonight

I need a man that thinks it’s right when it’s so wrong
tonight yeah, baby , tonight yeah, baby
Right on the limits where we know we both belong tonight

It’s hard to feel the rush , To brush the dangerous
I’m gonna run right to , to the edge with you where we can both fall more in love

I’m on the edge of glory and I’m hanging on a moment of truth
I’m on the edge of glory and I’m hanging on a moment with you

I’m on the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge
I’m on the edge of glory and I’m hanging on a moment with you

I’m on the edge with you

Another shot before we kiss the other side
tonight yeah , baby , tonight yeah , baby
I’m on the edge of something final we call life tonight
Alright , alright

Put on your shades ‘cause we’ll be dancin’ in the flames
tonight yeah , baby , tonight yeah , baby
It isn’t Hell if everybody knows my name tonight
Alright , alright

It’s hard to feel the rush. To brush the dangerous
I’m gonna run back to, to the edge with you where we can both fall more in love

I’m on the edge of glory and I’m hanging on a moment of truth
I’m on the edge of glory and I’m hanging on a moment with you

I’m on the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge
I’m on the edge of glory and I’m hanging on a moment with you

I’m on the edge with you

I’m on the edge of glory and I’m hanging on a moment of truth
I’m on the edge of glory and I’m hanging on a moment with you

I’m on the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge, the edge
I’m on the edge of glory and I’m hanging on a moment with you

I’m on the edge with you, with you, with you, with you, with you (x3)
I’m on the edge with you, with you, with you, with you

J.U.D.A.S

2011-05-06T13:53:00.006+08:00

J.U.D.A.S - Lady GaGa ( Music Video)

The theme of the video is a portrayal of modern-day Jerusalem.
Lady Gaga plays Mary Magdalene, leading into the town where Jesus is.
Beginning with the motorcycle scene, she is happy riding with the Jesus-
the man with the crucifix crown (representing good/heaven.)
Then Judas (the man with black sunglasses) comes along and
seduces her into the dark/satanic side

As the dancing scene begins, she at first pushes Judas down
but he keeps coming towards her. Jesus saves her (the crowd scene)
and she follows him. Though from here, she tries to fight temptation and
begins sinning by falling for Judas. As she points the
lipstick gun towards him ( the irony being that guns are usually dangerous weapons
& meant to destroy, but instead only portudes an harmless lipstick),
she cannot bring herself to harm him/destroy her love for Judas.
As a result, she sinks down in agony from distraught after smearing lipstick on his face.

The scenes then switch between her standing by the ocean waves &
sitting in the tub middle of Jesus [good] & Judas[evil] .
She is choosing which side she will serve. Her decision is made as she
choose to cling to the leg of Jesus later on-Jesus is my virtue,
but Judas is the demon I cling to. She gives herself to the good, and Jesus forgives her.
But because she had sinned by giving in to Judas earlier on,
she is punished as she stands in her white dress and
falls to the ground being stoned to death.

This suggests that just because one shows repent or remorse,
doesn't mean their wrong actions won't result in consequences.

MY WORDS :
This is the nice MV from Lady GaGa...
This song and MV mostly is about Christian..but...
I'm still in love with my religion-Buddhist , so...
if you're "secure" in your religion , there is no need worry about
u will be changed in the religion just because you love the song or MV...
Instead , I'm get a lot of general knowledge because of this song and MV
I'm still in love with you...JUDAS !!!
Paws up !!!!
23 / 5 /2011 17 days more to go !!!!!

Born This Way Tracklist

2011-05-03T18:09:00.003+08:00

The Standard Edition of the Album just consists of 14 song
The front and back view ~

The Special Edition of the Album
consists of 17 songs and additional remix song with 2 disc !!!
I will buy special edition , but more prefer standard edition's cover =="

01. Marry the Night
02. Born This Way
03. Government Hooker
04. Judas
05. Americano
06. Hair
07. Scheiße
08. Bloody Mary
09. Black Jesus † Amen Fashion
10. Bad Kids
11. Fashion To His Love
12. Highway Unicorn (Road to Love)
13. Heavy Metal Lover
14. Electric Chapel
15. The Queen
16. You and I
17. The Edge of Glory

Bonus Disc
01. Born This Way (Country Road Version)
02. Judas (DJ White Shadow Remix)
03. Marry the Night (Fernando Garibay Remix)
04. Sheiße (DJ White Shadow Mugler)
05. Fashion of His Love (Fernando Garibay Remix)

23 / 5 / 2011 !!!!! I coming !!!!!!!
This is the most anticipated album of my WHOLE LIFE...
I LOVE YOU , MAMA MONSTER-LADY GAGA !!!!!!!

Trip

2011-05-02T23:35:00.004+08:00

27 April - 30April 2011
Went to Johor Bharu and Singapore with my college-mate :
Hwa Ann , David and Yuan Xue ~
my first time to JB and Singapore....
what a nice trip experience i had with them... especially in
Singapore : Universal Studio (Sentosa)
played , learnt and saw a lot of things/stuffs that i didn't see before
in my life ~ hahahaha... general knowledge had "level up"
Singapore for me , really is a nice country...
so damn much cleaner than Malaysia..want find a rubbish in the road also got problem
Singapore's bus and MRT are atleast more efficient than LRT/KTM or Monorail
Malaysia should upgrade our KTM especially...really a shame == ...
however , got one thing , i feel that Malaysia on top of Singapore..
that is
MORAL & RESPECT
what i had experienced that , some of the Singaporean
not enough moral and disrespect people...
anyway , i don't want to talk so much
i know myself can liao...
Malaysian's moral are much better than Singaporean's moral
this is the 1st time i need to say that : I'm proud to be Malaysian !! ==v
LOL ~~~ no offense ^^

没有旋律配得上你

2011-04-24T01:00:00.001+08:00

没有旋律配得上你 - 劉若英 & 嚴爵

(女) : 我想我知道恋爱的体验
体会过爱会带来的酸甜
不管是俩个人游走一个人忧愁
我都已深深动容

(男) : 好珍惜妳带给我的感觉
无论快乐或悲伤都完美
再孤独也能够感动想妳到心痛
试着形容最词穷
(女) : 怎么你从来不唱歌给我听
怎么你总是好安静
(男) : 一个人的时候常常在为妳 (女) : 一个人的你常常在为我
(合) : 谱曲谱到天明

(男) : 我才发现我其实没有一首歌
可以好好唱给妳听 (女) : (为什么没有旋律)
没有一段旋律够深刻动听
(因为) 没有旋律配得上你

(男) : 这些是妳带给我的感觉
无论快乐或悲伤都完美
多希望有一天能够陪妳到尽头
留妳在我的宇宙
(女) : 怎么你从来不唱歌给我听
怎么你总是好安静
(男) : 一个人的时候常常在为妳 (女) : 一个人的你常常在为我
(合) : 谱曲谱到天明

(男) : 我才发现我其实没有一首歌
可以好好唱给妳听 (女) : (为什么没有旋律)
没有一段旋律够深刻动听
(因为)没有旋律配得上你

(女) : 我才发现我其实不用一首歌
只要你温柔的声音 (男) : (没旋律没有关系)
没有旋律没有关系我早已决定
(因为)没有人能比得上你

(男)没有旋律配得上妳
(女)没有旋律配得上你

I'm in love with him.....JUDAS

2011-04-16T20:32:00.005+08:00

When he comes to me, I am ready
I’ll wash his feet with my hair if he needs
Forgive him when his tongue lies through his brain
Even after three times, he betrays me

I’ll bring him down, bring him down, down
A king with no crown, king with no crown

I’m just a Holy Fool, oh baby he’s so cruel
But I’m still in love with Judas, baby
I’m just a Holy Fool, oh baby he’s so cruel
But I’m still in love with Judas, baby

I couldn’t love a man so purely
Even darkness forgave his crooked way
I’ve learned our love is like a brick
Build a house or sink a dead body

I’ll bring him down, bring him down, down
A king with no crown, king with no crown

I’m just a Holy Fool, oh baby he’s so cruel
But I’m still in love with Judas, baby
I’m just a Holy Fool, oh baby he’s so cruel
But I’m still in love with Judas, baby

In the most Biblical sense,
I am beyond repentance
Fame hooker, prostitute wench, vomits her mind
But in the cultural sense
I just speak in future tense
Judas kiss me if offenced,
Or wear an ear condom next time

I wanna love you,
But something’s pulling me away from you
Jesus is my virtue,
Judas is the demon I cling to
I cling to

I’m just a Holy Fool, oh baby he’s so cruel
But I’m still in love with Judas, baby
I’m just a Holy Fool, oh baby he’s so cruel
But I’m still in love with Judas, baby

Sem 3

2011-04-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

Semester 3 - DBF1 - TARC 2010/2011
the ended...
the last paper is the most pek cek paper ever i had sit in my life...
i had done my best..hope i can pass this paper T.T
holiday for 3 weeks now..after holiday , I will enter 2nd year of my course
time flies so fast !!!!
still continue finding part time job to fill my free time...but
most of the part time job need for female... DISCRIMINATION !!!
What the hell !!!

Lenka - Two

2011-04-13T01:23:00.003+08:00

Lenka upcoming album (Two) is coming ~
19 April 2011 ==||| same release date with GaGa's
second single - Judas @.@"

In my opine , Lenka's second album are awesome !!
nicer than her 1st album ( The Show) ^^
recommended song :
1 . Two
2. Heart Skip A Beat
3. Rolling with the Punches
4 . End of the World
5 . You Will Be Mine
6 . Shock Me into Love

Other tracks in this album are :
7 . Sad Song
8 . Everything at Once
9 . Blinded by Love
10 . Here to Stay
11 . Everything's Okay

Scheiße

2011-03-29T20:58:00.003+08:00

I cannot deny anymore..
my 6th sense are never go wrong , especially on that things and
look through people's eyes...
i dun have any special talent
i just have my
strongest personal skill...
with this ability , u cannot hide from me ,
u r a just a piece of Scheiße infront of my eyes when i'm read through your
eyes connection especially with me !!!
S.T.O.P acting infront me
save your time with your drama
just go to register yourself as a actor/actress...
our country "need" you/yours...
FUCK OFF !!!
o zero o

the song of the night

2011-03-28T23:06:00.001+08:00

SO HAPPY I COULD DIE

I love that lavender blonde
The way she moves
The way she walks
I touch myself can’t get enough
And in the silence of the night
Through all the tears
And all the lies
I touch myself and it’s alright

Just give in
Don’t give up baby
Open up your heart and your mind to me

Just know when
That glass is empty
That the world is gonna bend

Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes ‘cuz we’re having a good time
Eh-eh
Eh-eh
So happy I could die
Be your best friend
Yeah I’ll love you forever
Up in the clouds
We’ll be higher than ever

emo

2011-03-24T23:24:00.003+08:00

眼红红...
在想着他...
很想告诉他我真的很喜欢他...
为什么他对我有些冷淡...
伤心...
很想找个人抱抱然后大哭一场...

Lady Gaga`s Born This Way censored on Malaysian radio

2011-03-19T13:05:00.002+08:00

Lady Gaga`s Born This Way censored on Malaysian radio
(19 March 2011)
source : http://www.monstersandcritics.com/people/news/
article_1626852.php/Lady-Gaga-s-Born-This-Way-censored-on-Malaysian-radio

[[[[ Singer Lady Gaga's gay anthem Born This Way has been
censored in predominantly Muslim Malaysia because
its lyrics promote acceptance of gay people.

Broadcasters in the country have refused to play some
of the lines in the hit song which encourage acceptance of homosexuality.
They have said they are being cautious as the Malaysian
government forbids 'offensive' material.
They have replaced the line:
'No matter gay, straight or bi, lesbian,
transgendered life, I'm on the right track, baby.'

The country's top private radio company, AMP Radio Networks,
has said that those lyrics could be interpreted as 'offensive' in
Malaysian society, as the 'issue of being gay,
lesbian or (bisexual) is still considered as a taboo by general Malaysians.' ]]]]

Alright , what is the matter of this song actually ??
it's so sensitive to us(Malaysian) in this society ??
Its just a song for entertainment...
not a book that brainwash people minds... c'mon...
it's so shame when i heard this news...
i went to the different website about this news
and see other people from different country's comment..
they just laughing at our country...said we are narrow-minded =="
i'm feel so embarrassing...
yeah..i'm one of the lady gaga big fans at here(Malaysia)
you can said that i'm sure protecting my own idol...
but , even i'm not her fans..why can't we accept the song ??
as people said our country not moving forward...but moving to backward..
shame...disappointed...

爱夏胡夏-爱夏

2011-03-15T23:05:00.004+08:00

胡夏 - 爱夏

会不会有一天四季全变成夏天
是不是这样你才会相信有永远
看你靠着我的肩刚刚睡着的侧脸
白日不断在我心里蔓延

爱像你第一个夏天你就问我爱会不会变
如果你想要去冒险我会不会给你一片天
你说爱情也许没有想象的永远
才会有人忙着说再见

爱像你第一个夏天我就想给你整个世界
想带你一起去冒险想跟你一起接受考验
我的爱情并没有你想象的善变
只是全都放在心里面

你不需要再跟别人去争奇斗艳
在我心里你永远是最美的夏天
不管季节怎么变我都会在你身边
爱你听你把你给宠上天

爱像你第一个夏天你就问我爱会不会变
如果你想要去冒险我会不会给你一片天
你说爱情也许没有想象的永远
才会有人忙着说再见

爱像你第一个夏天我就想给你整个世界
想带你一起去冒险想跟你一起接受考验
也许爱情比你想象中的还遥远
只要你愿意在我身边
(我会陪你一直到永远)

Blizzard

2011-03-12T00:12:00.003+08:00

tonight so cold...
mind is getting frozen...
blood is frozen...
blizzard attacking my heart...
i speechless in my less than three story...
how come...
tired in less than three stuff...
nothing else i can say...
i can't hold it anymore...
need to have a rest
mind...
body...
heart...

Judas - the Dark

2011-03-09T20:55:00.005+08:00

Lady GaGa , the dark 2nd single , name JUDAS ~
will be released 2 weeks before 23 May 2011 .
Mayb is 9 May 2011 , because
9+5+11 = 25 (her age)
exciting ~

Sources : http://www.ladygaga.com/forum/default.aspx?cid=594&tid=478840

Lady Gaga (On Elvis Duran Show):
Judas being more heavy metal, flash dance inspired,
so that record is much darker and harder.
Judas is about being always in love with the wrong man.

According to RedOne:
If "Born This Way" blew your socks off, then you really need to wait for the
next single off her May album release.
"Next one! I'm not gonna tell you the title(Judas), but the next single, it's ...
I don't want to say. It's gonna shock," "You're gonna be surprised and wanna go crazy."

Gaga (on Ryan Seacrest):
Judas is the 2nd single, will be out a couple weeks before the album,
I did it with RedOne.

According to Vogue magazine:
The second single to be released is called “Judas” and is, typically,
a mash-up: The melody sounds like it was written for the Ronettes,
but it is set to a sledgehammering dance beat and
is about falling in love with backstabbing men of the biblical variety.

Gaga (on Carson Daly):
Judas would be a really really exciting 2nd single. It's a great huge record,
it's about falling in love with the wrong man over and over again.
Judas is very very dark, it's WRATH.

是我吗 ?? 再说我吗 ?? 哈哈...

2011-03-06T00:49:00.000+08:00

=== 一个人的脸上有太多的笑，是因为心里有太多的痛，因为伤了，所以伪装 ===

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴

没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！

他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们

Government Hooker

2011-03-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

Government Hooker - Lady GaGa
Another preview from her in the Mugler Paris Fashion Show
So damn sick with this preview...keep raped the replay button !!
Argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait anymore 23/5/11 !!!

born this way

2011-03-03T22:58:00.002+08:00

Born This Way ( Music Video ) - Lady GaGa

epic MV i ever see...
There is many hidden message in this MV...
Only the little monsters will find it out and understand it ~
hehehe...
thank you so much to my mama monster ~

Genting Trip

2011-02-20T23:09:00.003+08:00

18 & 19 February 2011
Genting Trip
Went to Genting with my college-mates , haha ~
Quite long time didn't go Genting and overnight there...
Didn't go Genting for 5-6 years liao
Didn't overnight there for about 10+years liao =="
Nice trip with them ~ unforgettable trip for me !!
first time play those outdoor theme park games...
HIGH dao.... !!!!! especially the Flying Coaster !!
long time didn't so high liao... This Genting TRip so much better than the last trip
i went with some particular F6 friends at Cameron Highlands last 2 years ...
that is the most DISLIKE trip i ever went for !!!!
anyway.. i love my DBF1 Group 3 !! =)

Guys . Sorry . I am BORN THIS WAY

2011-02-13T00:14:00.003+08:00

Finally Lady GaGa released her first single for her 3rd album

BORN THIS WAY - 11 February 2011
I wait liao 5 months++ finally out ~ touching...
Born this way is much different from her previous song ~
new style , not the best , mayb i expect too much on her new single...
but i still prefer...especially for the lyrics !!
Simple lyrics & give me a lot of confidence !! haha ~
next time go out for presentation...remember her lyrics
so that won't so nervous when delivering speech ~ xDD hahaha !!
Waiting her second single name JUDAS and her 3rd album release
on 23 May 2011 !!! Gosh !!! 3 more months++ to go... ishhhh...
can't wait anymore !!!!! Argh !!!!
Have you listen to it ??
This song hits 23 countries in the TOP position on iTunes
which not even exceed 24 hours ~ wow ~ xD haha !!
Little monster is HAPPY ^^

BORN THIS WAY - Lady GaGa (extracted)

Don't be drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way

No matter gay, straight or bi
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave

I'm beautiful in my way , 'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret , Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track , baby I was born this way

最后一次寂寞

2011-02-10T00:11:00.003+08:00

最后一次寂寞 - 叮当

这是我最后一次寂寞
别再问我好不好过
比谁好比谁弱
只听见时间永恒的嘲笑
这是我最后一次寂寞
别再问我好不好过
我们都拥抱过回不去的日子
像倒影水面的轮廓有影无踪

没有 title

2011-02-09T00:52:00.003+08:00

Photo sources : Facebook - Μακιγδ Fujii 藤井真清

这几张照片是我从面子书下载下来的~
感觉不错下...(虽然这些照片是关于男男恋)
但是对我来说很有"很好很好的兄弟"的感觉...
从小小开始自己都很希望会有个很要好的兄弟...
现在那么大了...我都没有一个好兄弟...
有时看到别人有那么好兄弟，一起玩...自己都会妒忌...
我却没有...
是我的问题吗 ??????

我的人太闷了，每天都在想很多东西(那些多余的东西)
我也很努力的在逼自己不想那么多的东西...
啊 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
看来很快就有忧郁病 !

好好爱自己，因为没多少人会心疼你

2011-02-02T00:37:00.002+08:00

1. 如果发短信息给一个人，一直不回，不要再发了 . 没有这么卑微的等待 .

2. 如果没有人陪，学着一个人听音乐看书写点心情日记 . 这是个好习惯 .

3. 如果一个人很难过，找个角落或者在被子里哭一下，不需要别人同情可怜，哭过之后一样开心生活 .

4. 如果一个人开始怠慢你，请你离开 . 不懂得珍惜你的人不要为之不舍，更不必继续付出你的友情或爱情，到头来受伤的是自己他人不会为之难过 .

5. 如果可以不抽烟，别抽。如果可以不喝酒，别喝。这是不爱惜自己身体的表现，如果只因一些人，那么我们别傻了，爱你的人不会让你难过的 .

6. 伤心的时候找个信任的朋友诉说一下，不要一个人默默承受，这只会会更添寂寞感与忧伤 .

7. 不开心的时候白天看看蓝天晚上看看夜色，广阔的天空自有属于我们爱，宁可高傲的发霉不要低调的恋爱 . 跟自己说我是最好的 . 保持一份自信 .

8. 宁缺毋滥 . 不要因为寂寞随手抓一个恋人，这对两人都不公平，而且太缺乏责任感 . 找个知己不要是恋人 .

9. 记住你喜欢的人的生日，包括你的家人，当然，还有自己。生日没有人送礼物也无所谓，你可以买精美的礼物，送给妈妈和爸爸 .

10. 闲下来的时候，放一段柔情音乐，翻阅几页好书，然后睡个懒觉，快哉。心情不好的时候，也可以睡一觉 .

11. 从现在开始，聪明一点，不要问别人想不想你？爱不爱你？若是要想你或者爱你自然会对你说，但是从你的嘴里说出来，别人会很骄傲和不在乎你 .

12. 不要太在意一些人太在乎一些事，顺其自然以最佳心态面对，因为这世界就是这么不公平往往在最在乎的事物面前我们最没有价值 .

13. 不要为了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃饭、哭泣、自闭、抑郁，这些都是傻瓜才做的事 . 当然，偶尔傻一下有必要，人生不必时时聪明 .

14. 任何情况下，背后不说他人是非。如果一定要你说，说好话 . 多个朋友是好事，即使不是很要好的，总比因为自己说话不慎重不思考而多一个敌人好得多 .

15. 允许偶尔看肥皂剧，但不可成为依赖 . 允许偶尔随随便便，但要注重场合。允许偶尔骂脏话，但只限在老友面前或者独自一人时，记得说过后要忘掉那些让你难过的事 .

16. 一定要有几个异性朋友，没有非分之想 . 就是关键时候，帮你出出主意的好友 .

17. 学会承受痛苦自己调整心态 . 有些话，适合烂在心里，有些痛苦，适合无声无息的忘记 . 当经历过，你成长了，自己知道就好 . 很多改变，不需要你自己说，别人会看得到 .

18. 能不和人争吵尽量避免 . 一个发怒的人是很恐怖的，会因控制不了情绪变成疯子 . 忍耐然后思索问题的根源最后平静心态解决它 .

19. 不管和谁有了矛盾和别扭，解决的时间不要超过24小时 . 否则麻烦会更多 . 在可以接受的范围内，先道歉 . 让自己做做坏人不是件真的坏事 .

生活可以很复杂以可以很简单，我们不要总是活在忧伤和痛苦之中，爱自己多一点！不为一些不值得的事物而觉得生活总是那么的痛苦无助，人生的方向盘掌握在我们自己手里，有一天阳光大道等着我们走，放开自己，高傲的活着，只要自己幸福开心的，痛苦过去的伤就让他随风而去吧....告诉世界我们属于现在而不是过去！

我会好好爱自己，因为我知道没多少人会心疼我...

So....

2011-01-28T00:18:00.003+08:00

今天也是蛮特别的吗
活了二十岁人咯
第一次去 highlight 头发 ~ 哈哈哈~
深蓝色...不错的
不过 highlight 到几条头发而已咯... =="
下次要 highlight 多多 xDD 哈哈哈 ~~

考试就等放假
放假了 , 又想要回学校读书 (可是希望不要有考试的那种)
哈哈哈
人真的几犯贱下的哦
哈哈哈
要过新年了 , 大扫除都已经 77 88 了..呵呵
等过年吧了，但是初一和初二就去做工
三倍钱哦~当然去做啦...哈哈哈去玩的时候就不用烦哪么多了...
呵呵

刚刚在面子书 , 我在我的classmate聊天室(chatbox)
才看到两个人在线而已... ==" 我就跟他们说 : "why no ppl de , where they go ?"
A 女生同学就说: All go dating liao.. left 3 of us no ppl date ~
哈哈..我就笑起来了...
再说 yalor.. pity us... always on fb only...no ppl want is lyk dat de lo..
这个时候 B 女生同学 : dun say so straight ma ~ is ppl want date us ,
only we dun want go out only~
真的给她咋到... 我也回了她一句 : yalor.. we 大牌 1 ~ 哈哈哈~~~
搞笑到~ xD

二月十四号 - 情人节 , 也就是说我开学的第一天(进入 Semester 3)
==" 一定看到很多 couple 的 !! no eyes see @.@"
不过也不错啦~ 有叮当的"一半"这首歌陪我度过 ~ 呵呵呵
还有还有 !!
二月十三号 , 我的女神 - Lady GaGa 推出她的单曲 [ Born This Way]
哈哈哈...也算是她送给我的情人节礼物+开学礼物吧(assume) 哈哈哈~~~
她的一整张专辑五月二十三号才推出..真的等到急死人咯 !!
哈哈~ 上面所有的资料都是她在我生日那天宣布的
也就是说,是我的生日礼物叻~哈哈哈哈哈～～～～
开玩笑的啦~ 很巧吧了啦~ 呵呵...

The End...sem 2

2011-01-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

Last paper on today has ended !!!
is the time to say bb to sem 2 !!! T.T
so sad...
time flies so fast...
all classmate went to hometown d ~~
hope we can have trip on the sem 3 1st week !!
nvm..
say hihi to
holiday... =)
i'm free !!!
need to prepare for CNY @.@"
many things need to wash and clean !!
arrange my messy room ~~ @.@"
any plan...for myself ??

Memory

2011-01-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

Yu-Gi-OH ! Ending theme - Shower

Yu-Gi-Oh ! Ending theme (2) - The Afternoon of that Day

Memory....
song that remind me about the bonds of friendships...
in the whole anime...

一半

2011-01-15T00:57:00.002+08:00

一半 - 丁当 (MV)

walao eh !! 伤心到..... T.T

最后那边 :

十二月三十日天气 (晴天吧 ?)
親爱的另一半
你好吗 ? 我好孤独喔 !
你为什么还没出现呢 ?
今天我哭了
祝我生日快乐吧 !
记得要快点出现喔 !
爱你喔 ~

别来提醒...我多孤单

2011-01-10T23:51:00.003+08:00

Della 叮当 - 一半

喝酒的伴
一起看电影的伴早午晚餐的那个伴
朋友不能留得太晚明天要上班
唱K的伴
一起去旅行的伴听懂我的笑话的伴
我的生活只差那个人就美满

快乐剩一人分享
快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽

没人分享幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
节日却提醒我孤单

没有想法有想法又能怎样
只能写部落格整晚
几个留言安慰不了心里的遗憾
没有负担原来也是种负担
自由多得让人心慌
你羡慕我那要不要跟我交换

快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽

没人分享幸福就只剩一半
努力把日子填满
别来提醒我多孤单
快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
没人知道我多孤单~~

好好听的一首歌...
感动+很对的歌词~
我真的哭了...

等你

2011-01-09T01:15:00.001+08:00

每一天晚上都在等你上线
可是你都没有上
等到我都要睡觉咯
=(

星座代表的飲料

2011-01-07T00:14:00.009+08:00

12星座代表的飲料

魔羯是咖啡

初见魔羯会被他阴沉的表现所慑
他是严谨的常给人不可冒犯的感觉

像黑咖啡初碰味蕾时的苦涩
但认识久了你会了解他其实是很散漫叛逆
他不是独行侠
因为孤独时他一定会躲在棉被里哭
他需要大量的关心
就像糖和奶精去滋润他的生活
他是咖啡却没办法一个人喝
太过自卑和自大的他

时常会莫名厌恶自己
他看来冷酷但渗入感情
他绝对会为你放下身段
要等待他回甘
请先得忍受他刚入口时的苦涩

Sources : Facebook - Μακιγδ Fujii 藤井真清

考试

2011-01-05T23:20:00.002+08:00

2morow start exam le
wish me good luck
and hope everything go smoothly =)
jia you to myself ^^

不能见光的日子

2011-01-03T17:17:00.001+08:00

不能见光的日子
还要我过几久 ??
我很累了 !!

A short summary of year 2010

2011-01-01T01:16:00.003+08:00

Say bye bye to year 2010 and say hihi to year 2011 !!! Happy New Year 2011 to all

visitor~ lets talk about what i'm done throughout the year of 2010 ~~~
Overall , 2010 is much better than 2009 !!!! this is true !! A very precious year for me !!
many 1st time on this year !!! xD hahaha ~

Early of the 2010 , after taking STPM 2009 exam , waiting result ~ and of coz , on this period
i'm went back my ex-work place or my life-1st time-workplace--Speedy Video (Rawang
Branch) , work together again with my boss-gor gor and jie jie ~ really happy when working
with them..taught/share to me again-many life&social experience from them... and 1st time
take care the whole shop without them (10am come open shop myself...) , 1st time they allowed
me to use cashier instead of the cash book (other part-timer/full-timer cannot even touch de
ler, they said i'm the special 1 , hahahaha)~ cashier , == not ez to use when 1st time i learn,
but at last , get used to it la.. haha.. And also, 1st time , when i open the shop myself then
Speedy's Audit came and wanna check out stocks and so on... ==||| luckily i can handle them..
i'm so nervous and scare during that time.. 1st time see how Audit work in real life ~ and get
to know what is Audit.. LOL !! xD really love this place so much !! 酱好的老板那里找 ?!!

March- STPM result came out...No eye see , oledi know how my result gonna
be...pointer ? 1.4/4.0 - pure science STPM... shame !! wasted 2 years on STPM..haiz...
cannot proceed to Degree level coz no University want me T.T . then my parents go find a job
and do..dun study d.. at the same time , my sister's SPM result come out d . She will continue
her study at Tunku Abdul Rahman College - Setapak-KL there ~ i search job at AmBank
near my home here...then the "head" of this AmBank said , if u want job at here , u must hold
atleast a diploma cert ~ then , parents allow me to take diploma with my sister . i take Diploma
in Banking and Finance . why Bank ?? coz last time work at Speedy , i always go Bank masuk
duit ~ then ter-Build interest in bank things ~ wondering how they do this and that ~ hahaha..

College life - hahaha... Diploma in Banking and Finance ( Group 3 ) - DBF1 G3 my tutorial
group ~ a very 3 8 group !! hahaha.. many many 1st time with my friends at here ~ hahaha..
meet a gang of good la /cute la /3 8 la /rock friends ~ hahaha ~ 1st time went for artist's
autograph session ~ 1st time went to concert with them ~ 1st time steamboat together ~
1st time overnight at friend's house together ~ and many more ~ college life really more
happy and syok than STPM life !! love them very much ^^

Ok la..this summary is too long..i should off here , tired !! >.<"
should look forward 2011...
New Year wish :
Healthy and happy always (me , family and my friends)
hope everything go smoothly ba ~

Hiao

2010-12-30T17:12:00.002+08:00

认识位新朋友
才认识了几天
我对他有好感叻
我跟他聊的很开心
好久好久都没这种感觉了
难道缘分来了?
我很想问他
我有酱的机会吗 ?
希望吧 ~
最近真的hiao到爆咯
=.="

我不爱你

2010-12-20T18:20:00.000+08:00

陈慧珊-我不爱你（冲上云霄插曲）
*LIKE* xDD

对不起

2010-12-17T22:45:00.005+08:00

我真的不知道这一个post
会带来酱的一个反应
因为平时我看到别人都是这样开玩笑和说笑话的
对不起，我不知道你会介意的 >.<"
我看到你今天好像真的在生气着我
我下次不会酱做了对不起

其实我这样做就是为了是要你(们)多笑下，多开心下...
大家笑嘻嘻我就会开心的...
我只是希望我身边的人开开心心过日子 ~

..另外..

我知道
也许我有时说话会太"快"...而伤到你们
也因为这样我很努力在改变我说话的方式...
有时我也很想自己是哑巴的
这样就不会说错话而伤害到别人.

依然是朋友

2010-12-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

情人节的前一天，他离开你身边
却剩下你到至今的想念，
那一夜我陪着你，你哭了一整夜
你是否知道我对他一样很想念
直到有一天我和他碰面
在那间我们常去的咖啡店
才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间隐藏了什么
除了我自己没人懂
可是你，你怎么说
你知道好事不是从此避开我
哦，我一样难过
多希望我们不曾相识过

才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们都是最好的朋友
谁会有勇气去开口
不在乎不再难过
我们还有好大好大的借口喔〜
故事的最后
我们都不曾失去过什么
我们依然是朋友

HuH

2010-12-09T21:36:00.003+08:00

HuH - 4 Minute (K-Pop)

Lol !! i addicting to this K-pop song !!
i heard this song from my friend caller tones
then "accidentally" fall in love with it ~ hehehe..
i love the music anf they are HOT !! xD

Chorus part (English Lyrics) :

Forget about those words from here and there
(huh huh huh huh)
Erase all the same dreams
(huh huh huh huh)
Say humph (huh) Say humph (huh)
I do what I want and I do it my way
More than anybody else, it’s me it’s me I’M ON TOP

Don’t order me to do this and that again
(huh huh huh huh)
Don’t try to change me,
(huh huh huh huh huh)
Say humph (huh) Say humph (huh)
I do what I want and I do it my way
More than anybody else, it’s me it’s me I’m on the top

Greatest !!

2010-12-06T22:42:00.004+08:00

Can i shout out something ?!!

Argh !!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU , LADY GAGA !!!!
Your songs are the Greatest thing to me !!!
Honestly , i wanna cry when listening to this song !!!
very touching !!! What i knew is , this song
was wrote by Lady GaGa to her little monsters (fans) !!
sayang sekali , this song is unreleased in her albums.. >.<"
And i wanna sing this song to u , could u listen to me ??
You are the greatest thing to me !! *tears drop*

GREATEST - LADY GAGA

I don't know why you're hurt inside
Or what was said to make you cry
I hope that you can see
You are the greatest thing to me and when
You feel like your not enough
I'll give you wings I'll lift you up
I hope that you can see you are
The greatest, greatest thing to me

I don't wanna waste another day
And took hand off you up in the middle of the day
What I can see is you waste another day

Cuz when Im with you I fall apart,
I see your permanently broken heart.
Baby, your the greatest to me,
No, no matter what, what, what

I don't know why you're hurt inside
Or what was said to make you cry
I hope that you can see you are the greatest
thing to me and when
You feel like your not enough
I'll give you wings I'll lift you up
I hope that you can see you are the greatest
Greatest thing to me

Born this way

2010-12-05T00:57:00.003+08:00

[ I'm beautiful in my way ]
[ Cause God makes no mistakes ]
[ I'm on the right track ]
[ Baby I was born this way ]

^ Born This Way - Lady GaGa (2011) ^

I am who I am
There is no problem with me
I'm on the right path
This is me , born this way !

Album

2010-11-28T14:34:00.002+08:00

Bought
Ke$ha Animal (1st album) + Cannibal (New,2nd album)
just RM49.90 !!!!
this is so worth ~~~ hahaha.. *LIKE*

多谢失恋

2010-11-25T20:41:00.002+08:00

多谢失恋 - Twins

回头是场空　大地回冬
初分手数天　总会痛
仍然在途中只好相信雨过后有彩虹
曾落空先知我因为爱曾经多英勇
曾为爱上你面红够我闭上大门在庆功

＊全靠当天喜欢过错的人
　今天先会自我解窘
　明白小小的失恋不害人
　更加添我成熟感

　无法一起都总算爱过些人
　借过你体温　练习拥吻
　留下你合照细望　才知道
　我跟他人更合衬＊

从前学园中　自命情种
一出手　爱得比较重
来年换时空应该长进再爱定更宽容
曾撞板先知我因为爱曾经多失控
回望过去也面红爱上你似漫游外太空

REPEAT＊

全靠当天喜欢过错的人
今天先会自我解窘
无论初恋多么的感动人
更好的爱　前面等

无法一起都总算爱过些人
借过你体温　练习拥吻
明白要让我这样年轻过
至懂得谁最合衬

Nice song !! One of my favourite song from Twins !!
love them so much !!!!!
Honestly...
Dun noe y everytime listen this song ...
i will cry...

Thats CRAZY !!

2010-11-23T17:44:00.002+08:00

Thats CRAZY !!!!
today , i dun noe what wind blow my FOA tutor , she suddenly
choose me and my few friend to give some talk / explanation on
accounting concept during next week de Lecture Class !!!!!!!
OH GOSH !!!!
1 Lecture class got 300++ people...
even , present infront my friend in tutorial class
which around 30 poeple , i aso nervous until... @.@"
now...lecture class !! CANNOT ACCEPT !!!!!!!!
Argh !!!
CRAZYYYYYYYyyyyyy !!!!!!
3 8 !

zzzZZZzzz

2010-11-18T23:25:00.002+08:00

zzzzzzzzz
still dun want go to sleep
keep raped the replay button on Window Media Player
for Ke$ha new song - Blow
so damn nice and addicting (for me) xDD
totally having High Ke$ha Fever !!!
T.T

Know

2010-11-17T00:00:00.001+08:00

You can't give surprise to me
coz i know it !
but
you can scare me
coz i don't know =.=|||

I have a skill

2010-11-13T20:21:00.003+08:00

I have a skill that others people might dun have
The "Ruwach" ~
I can revealing others people darkness from their inside...
I can revealing others people darkness through their body movements...
Don't act in-front of me ! I know you !

Ke$ha

2010-11-10T19:59:00.002+08:00

Ke$ha new album will release in the end of this month ~
wow ~~~ waiting !!!

Ke$ha - We R who we R (nice ~~~~)

Ke$ha - Cannibal (super addicting song lolx ~~ LIKE !!)

o.O

2010-10-29T21:08:00.002+08:00

那天在 FB 看到有一位朋友 update 他的 status 说 :

"你在 FB & MSN 的时间越长就代表这个人越寂寞"

0.O 我看到这个 status 就想想看...好像蛮对的叻..

哈哈..

你觉得呢 ??

心空...累

2010-10-16T00:18:00.002+08:00

心很空
怪怪的
平时和朋友们聊聊天说说笑,还蛮开心的~
但是
真真的开心好像没有叻...
很像一个没有感情的人
当我最开心时
找不到人跟我分享那快乐...
当我最伤心时
也是找不到人跟我分担...
全都自己来
累

外面的世界

2010-10-13T20:32:00.001+08:00

外面的世界 - 莫文蔚

在很久很久以前
你拥有我
我拥有你

在很久很久以前
你离开我
去远空翱翔

外面的世界很精彩
外面的世界也很无奈

当你觉得外面的世界很精彩
我会在这里深深的祝福你

每当夕阳西沉的时候
我总是在这里盼望你
天空中虽然飘着雨
我依然等待你的归期

禁恋

2010-10-12T16:18:00.000+08:00

佘诗曼 - 禁恋
TVB剧集《凤凰四重奏》片尾曲

明知双方即使爱恋都有理性教苦缠
爱过也有过温暖不过未了缘难敌霸权
情感迫于抛开两边得免谁人来可怜
我会怨世界讨厌只怪这种恋爱被当禁恋

旁人眼光不羡慕但我没有看到
结果原来明知得不到无谓仍重投圈套
其时我想的便做没有在意苦恼
原来谁人不想宣布见光一刻定知道 (被控诉)

明知双方即使爱恋都有理性教苦缠
爱过也有过温暖不过未了缘难敌霸权
情感迫于抛开两边得免谁人来可怜
我会怨世界讨厌只怪这种恋爱被当禁恋

* 旁人眼光不羡慕但我没有看到
结果原来明知得不到无谓仍重投圈套
其时我想的便做没有在意苦恼
原来谁人不想宣布见光一刻定知道 *

Nice lyrics !!! especially the chorus part that i highlighted
in light blue colour ~ a bit sad when i lstening this song !!

sem 1 result !

2010-10-08T23:06:00.002+08:00

Sem 1 examination result came out liao...
walao.. until now.. i still cannot accept my own result..
x sangka i can pass all =.=v
coz hor.. i tot my IA and QS will fail 1..
but IA pass and get a B- and QS ngam ngam pass
and get a grade C... overall 2A 2B 1C , with CGPA of 3.1 >.<" hahaha..
lucky i no nid resit for IA and QS..
now i can concentrate on sem 2 subject which all must memorize !!
luckily dun have much calculation !!
noob in calculation ler.. (except for money) hahaha~
jia you... i want to take CGPA 3.5 and above on this sem !!!

人生的十个不要等

2010-09-26T01:04:00.004+08:00

一 , 不要等到想要得到爱时才学会付出

人生就像一场戏 , 在等待中错过了美丽 . 正如歌中所唱：该出手时就出手.
因为幸福就在你身边 . 当你付出时 , 爱以从你身边轻轻划过 , 留下的是悔恨 , 遗憾.

二 , 不要等到孤单时才想念起你的朋友

　　什么是朋友 ? 真正的朋友永远不会离弃你 . 人生得一知己足矣 , 孤独时 , 彷徨时 ,
朋友是你最忠实的听众 , 他们没有怨言 , 他们有的只是一颗包容的心.

三 , 不要等到有了职位时才去努力工作

有的人一生都在等自己如意的工作 , 戴到白发之时方诲自己执着地等待.
因为世界真的很精彩 , 只要你肯努力 , 处处都有你满意的工作.

四 , 不要等到失败时才记起他人的忠告

忠言逆耳利于行 , 良药苦口利于病 . 世人往往善于听信谗言 ,
因为谗言总是美丽的 , 而忘了这句古话 . 待到自己失败时 , 一切如过眼云烟 , 烟消云散.

五 , 不要等到生病时才意识到生命脆弱

生命真的很脆弱 , 一只蚂蚁可能死在你的脚下 , 只不过你没有觉察 .
可能你在生命的边缘徘徊 , 为什么不珍惜自己的生命 ?

六 , 不要等到分离时后悔没有珍惜感情

为什么总是离别之后才懂得珍惜 , 因为人无完人 , 金无足赤 .
拥有一颗宽容的心 , 善待别人就等于善待自己.

七 , 不要等到有人赞赏你时才相信自己

每个人都有自己的优点和长处 , 自信有时也是成功的钥匙.
要等到别人的赞赏 , 恐怕已经太迟了 , 因为生命属于你只有一次，
没有循环 , 没有往复.

八 , 不要等到别人指出才知道自己错了

其实 , 勇于承认错误并没有人嘲笑你 , 反而得到别人的尊重 .
因为每个人都有错误 , 只不过有的人善于掩饰自己的错误 , 有的人勇于承认罢了 .

九 , 不要等到腰缠万贯才准备帮助穷人

助人为乐永远是一种美德 , 待到腰缠万贯之时 , 你不一定会快乐，
因为你的施舍别人不一定接受.

十 , 不要等到临死时才发现要热爱生活

生活真的很精彩 , 为什么要游戏人生 . 人生就像一条长河 , 永远没有尽头 , 没有止境.
并不因为你的生老病死而改变 . 热爱生活就等于热爱自己 .
因为生命总要划上一个圆满的句号 .

HEBE - 寂寞寂寞就好 + 心事

2010-08-23T23:16:00.008+08:00

田馥甄 (Hebe) - 寂寞寂寞就好

还是原来那个我不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容
不算什么爱错就爱错
早点认错早一点解脱

*我寂寞寂寞就好这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到受不了伤到快疯掉死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉 (我总会把你戒掉)*

还是原来那个你是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么什么都没有
早点看破才看的见以后 **

超爱这首新歌 !! Hebe , you are the best !!!! 刚刚下载这首歌就听了几个小时...哈哈哈~
越听越伤心...眼泪都流出来了...想回去.....有朋友问过我 ,
"为什么总是看到你都天天在笑的?没东西在烦或伤心吗?"
我就笑着回答他 "是吗?笑是我的嗜好吧"~ (其实里面很虚弱 +伤心 , 你们不懂吧了) =)
就在那个晚上想了很多东西....
其实,我是真的有很多心事藏在心理没和别人说的... 当我想说的时候 , 我就不懂要跟谁说了
原来身边没有一个我觉得可以跟我谈心事的朋友..就因为酱我就习惯不说出来了...
全都摆在心理....想找个男生朋友来谈谈的,等下他们又说会很 gay =.=||| , 找女生,会有点尴尬~
身边某些事 + 剧情都有的看, 弄到我受伤害,开始对人没有那么多的 "信"子了...
我的心就锁了... 没钥匙开了... 很矛盾咯 @.@" ...
(要知道更多的话,去我的 old post 9/11/2009 - Capricorn 天才的杀手)

tHe eNd for Sem 1

2010-08-19T20:27:00.008+08:00

Yeah ! DBF1 Group 3 !! our family photo ^^

The end for sem 1 , Diploma in Banking and Finance Year 1
so fast , 14 weeks is gone !! really got a bit 不舍得 ~ T.T
final exam for sem 1 start from next wednesday and even Sunday aso got exam =.=|||
quite special ler..sunday exam~and no nid wear school uniform de~ xD haha!!
say the truth , think back my form 6 life , i really think i had changed a lot..
and of coz diploma life is just more good than F6 life... i'm really love it compare
to F6 life...become more happy and cheerful ~ hahahaha !!!
of coz la , with a group of crazy of friends ~ sure u will laugh with them ~ haha !!
love them so much ~ haha !! but at there ,
i aso get a lot of name which they given to me , Banana Yap , Uncle Jeffrey , or "full name"
Banana Uncle Jeffrey Yap =.= , 千年焦仙 , 小孩子 and many more lo =.= swt
and i think today just get a new name aso , HandelaUncle Jeffrey =.=||| LOL !!
coz i like to act Handelababy ( Wong Cho Lam - Sat in the City) and make them laugh
hehehe.. i just wanna surrounding people laugh and happy ^^
xD 我接受唔到囉 !! xD happy always ya ^^
and aso learn some funny sentence/words from one of friend - "跟你一样" which
can make u speechless and laugh de ~ hahaha !!
i will "detail" it to u all (other friends) when we meet ya =) hehehe..
most of my classmate said the way i'm act looks like "children" wor ~ T.T sei for lor !!
20 aso coming soon lor.. hahaha..actually i remembered i joined one of the
fans page in facebook something called - "How i act depends on which ppl i'm with it"
somethin lyk dat ba ~ i aso forget ler.. so , i quite mature de ,guys... hahaha
so , jia you in exam ya !!!! gambateh !!!!!

Fun day with friends ~

2010-08-01T23:11:00.002+08:00

1/8/2010 Sunday
went to Times Square , Sungei Wang , Lot 10 and Pavilion with
my college classmate :
Ricky , Yuan Xue , Mei Yee , Rhui Yan , Kian Hong , Hwa Ann & Parveen
3 of us went to watch movie-Salt and the other went to Sing K =.= LOL
oh damn ! SALT !!!! wat a nice movie !! Angelina is too HOT and COOL !!!!!
not believe ? better have take urself and go watch the movie !! xDD haha..
after that , all of us went to Pavilion . Tell u secretly , my 1st time to Pavilion !
LOLZZZ !! "kononnya separuh KL ppl" xDD hahaha.. all of them said , aiyer
Jeffrey is KL ppl or not oh ? Pavilion aso didn't went b4 mie ?
is truth !! today is my 1st step to Pavilion-KL .
i know Pavilion is not my place.. TS and SW only is my place and
have my stuffs+style there..hahaha..conclusion, pavilion nothings for me ! LOL haha~
and went to Ding Dang autograph session at TS !! wow !! so high at there !!
hahaha ~ "shake" her hands.. so happy !! xDDD
want see photos ??? kindly proceed to my FB ba..lazy to upload at here.. haha..

Songs which i'm crazy for now

2010-07-31T23:07:00.003+08:00

<< 黄威尔-爱与不爱 >>

BY2 - 爱上你

<丁当 - 我是一只小小鸟>>

美人計-蔡依林

A little about my coursework 2

2010-07-26T15:14:00.002+08:00

WAHAHAHAHA !! group assignment get full marks !
highest marks in my class.. thanks to Leong Garden Restaurant and my group members ^^
just wonder how many i get for the presentation marks =.= coz i answered wrong for tutor
wuwu..and scare will i kena interview from "orang besar" coz coursework get high marks as tutor said before... T.T T.T kena jaga2..
HE presentation aso passed..alright, i have no idea what and how to present for "Huraikan Bagaimanakah Perlembagaan Malaysia dapat membantu ke arah pembentukan masyarakat berintegrasi ? "
do you have any idea on this title ?? i just read notes infront all my friends and add on a bit of drama with Handelababy 上身.. xDD
This week
left one QS small test and ME coursework 3 then head to my SEM 1 final..
gambateh for myself and DBF Group 3 !!

Hate Streamxy !!

2010-07-16T10:39:00.002+08:00

3 weeks i can't online liao !!
stupid streamxy !! i oledi called 100 many times and everyday said check3 !!
o0o nah !!! everyday just called me and ask "are your line okay ? "
i said not okay at all..DSL cannot stable !! dun always call me and ask me !
luckily Digi launched the 0.facebook.com which FREE access , let me facebook for free~
hahaha.. and often online at college's library...same as now..
life go on as usual .. just always busy with tutorials and assignment...next week
sure very busy because nid to finish 2 presentation and coursework @.@"
hope everythings go smoothly... =.=
nothing to write..stop here
bye ~ xD haha..

莫文蔚 - 他不愛我

2010-06-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

<< 莫文蔚 - 他不愛我 >>
sad...but its true !

A little about my coursework

2010-06-16T23:20:00.005+08:00

Today just passed-up my 1st
Hubungan Etnik (HE-studying something like Sejarah) group coursework .
1 essay question with 10-15 pages . =.=||| 1st time write@type such long essay..
it looks easy when i get the question.. upside down when i think & writing out all
the important points...and something new for me , in the essay , we need to
add in some "foot note" , "bibliography" and "Plagiarism-which are NOT allowed !"
I'm quite blur with those new things when the Tutor HE explained to us..
through the essay , i finally understand how to make it , kepo-kepo with
many friends and some senior only understand de.. xDD hahaha !! thanks to them..

Group coursework , *sigh* , almost all the work is done by myself !! i admit !!
i admit 95% is my own work . My group member , i dun have comment on them..
i had told them to find me some information or
even i had told them to write me for a simple paragraph-kesimpulan of the essay..
only one of them , the 1st friend i know in the college , can satisfy me .
Yeah ! they have gave thier kesimpulan,but 我接受唔到囉 !!
is dat my 要求 so high arh ?? So , is better to work myself to pass my coursework
close one eye and open one eye ~ i dun want so fast comment this kind of things to them.
coz other coursework also needd help from them .
In the Penghargaan page of the coursework - I had wrote - "Sikap kerjasama
dan toleransi merupakan kunci kejayaan dalam kerja kursus kami"
LOLZ !!! I laugh myself . haha ~

Next coursework nid to complete and pass up on week 7 , now is the middle of week 5
Introduction to Accounting (IA)
this coursework require our group to interview sole proprietorship business owner
and nid to collect some business documents from them =.=|||
is a bit quite challenging , last few day , we had done the interview and get some document
at Leong Garden Restaurant at Rawang here (thanks to the aunty so much !)
hahaha ~ of coz all my group member came
Rawang here for the interview (coz require all the group member take photo
with the business owner to prove all of us contribute on the coursework)
, and complained on me , "Rawang sangat jauh ler.." @.@" LOLZ
haiyo , let them know Rawang , tempat apa ma ~ xDD haha !!

Anyway,i quite enjoy my life in college !! Fun !! xDD hehehe..although sometime
will quite busy till i want "shoot" people . So , wanna find me to chat ?
depends on your luck ba~
HAHAHA !! joke la.. xD

Once upon a time

2010-06-06T23:37:00.007+08:00

Haizzzzz...
dun noe y , suddenly so damn miss Ragnarok Online..
the best online game i ever played in life !! other online game
just can have a "fight" with RO !!!!
hey ! once upon a time !! i'm strong inside the game and bit
popular la ~ xDD i'm not LC ... is true !! hahaha..
High Priest , High Wizard !!!! ARGH !!!!!!!! miss you !!!!!

New BGM ?? i dun noe new or old coz long time didn't play...but this
1 is quite nice !!
name : Into The Arena !

Name : Good Night

Latest song i'm crazy with (1)

2010-05-24T00:08:00.005+08:00

你知道我在等你吗 - 傅健颖

三個字 - 凌加峻

悄悄话 - Suki 刘纾妤

I'm Back

2010-05-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

oh yea~i'm back
didn't online for few days really can kill me..
nowadays "online" not one of the "kemahuan" or "wants"
is really become "keperluan/kehendakan" or "NEED"
just like shelter,dress,water and oxygen..
out of them really can take your life away !!
dat sunday online-ing and lightning quite often..
x sangka... this time so "lucky"
one strike...
whole house out of electricity...
parents scolding..."PC sure die la and so on.." @.@"
the next day on my PC..
got problems jor... modem okay..really give the modem zadao..
coz i tot modem will die instead of the cpu..
2 of my cousin came and checked aso can't give answer to me..
just now only gave ppl took away the cpu and check for me..
hope everything will be okay after that..
and
just bought new laptop myself..rm2k
omg...sakit hati-nya saya..
window 7 wor.. too new for me ler...nid time to learn..zzz
college life is okay.. everyone nid to cooperate probably
in order to complete our tasks...
okay ??

New C-Life

2010-05-14T13:16:00.004+08:00

yea...
just adjusted myself to a new study life at college
really nid to get used to it...college too big.. walk here and there
till sweating & tired ,coz finding ,WHERE IS THE HELL TOILET IS ?! LOLZ !!
and where is the building is and so on... i dun noe how to say...i mean
the map they given to us..dun noe useful or useless.. =.=|||
Orientation week , met some new friends..and of coz , most of them or all of them
is born in year 1992...can consider i'm their senior-same course ???
and also , almost all the guys are taller than me.. @.@"
So sad ~ 我接受唔到囉 !!! T.T
haha...hope i can handle all the things as well as
PRESENTATION in the future xD
*scare+nervous lo*

New Interface

2010-05-07T20:47:00.002+08:00

^.>v Hahaha ^.>v
welcome to my blog [renewed version] LOL
just renovated my blog
consider new interface ma??
i had added some new application in my blog...
for example
the two FB and Youtube icon
which is at your upper right side there...
u can click the FB button straight to my FB profile..
if you can't view it fully, that's mean u didn't add me as friend and vice-versa
u can click the Youtube button and straight you will reach
Youtube main page... it's quite convenience ? xD

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2010-04-28T11:12:00.002+08:00

*like* 爱就对了 - S.H.E *like*

总是要流一些滚烫热泪才能换来对于爱的体会
你看世界没有毁灭心也没有碎
其他的就交给时间解决

你当然可以重新再爱受过伤的更懂怎样爱与被爱
所以别再理有他的回忆有空再回忆
离开你的只有他但是爱还在

听我说爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个
爱上就爱了痛苦或快乐都是我的
Oh...woo...

我当然经历过你现在的感受
我想的是人必经的折磨 Yeah
也许每个人都该是某个人成长的助手
受一点互动帮助他承受

听我说爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个
爱上就爱了痛苦或快乐都是我的
Oh...woo...

别探听他的线索
别等待他会回头
爱（哎）呀呀（不喜欢看人软弱）
别继续把心封锁
别躲在伤心里头
爱（哎）呀呀（万一来了别错过）

爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个
爱上就爱了痛苦或快乐都是我的

听我说爱是对的错的是别人自以为懂爱
才会又爱人又伤害人
可是爱就对了爱了就值得
爱这门功课艰深但快乐爱就对了

听我说爱是对的错的是别人自以为懂爱
才会又爱人又伤害人
可是爱就对了爱了就值得
爱这门功课艰深但快乐爱就对了（万一来了别错过）

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2010-04-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

Is time to put an end on my blogger post title called "untitled"...
hahahaha...
after "untitled- 40" i will end it and dun noe when only will continue,
41...42...43 and so on...
countdown-ing for 1 more week - say bye2 to my work....
rest for a week
------MOVIE/SING-K/SHOPPING-----
then start my college life ^.>v (soon)
hope everything will go smoothly ~
Hope my other friends can get their dream course for IPTA..
gambateh...
^.^
i have nothing to write
coz
everything
facebook facebook facebook facebook
join me at there ba
coz
i more@too active at there
c u there...

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2010-04-14T23:20:00.003+08:00

내가 웃고 있어요 (I'm Smiling) - Brown Eyed Girls

This song make my eyes red red... so bad... T.T
nice lyrics..good song..

Do not worrry, I am fine, just go the way you were traveling
I’ve been so sorry for making things hard

I won’t give reasons or excuses anymore
Thank you for loving me thus far

When tears come out, I will smile, just the way you did for me
I am smiling like a fool, as I send you away

*Please take care of that person, I still linger for that person
Once I love you I cannot let go of your hand
Once I send you away, I am hurting like this
It’s too late, but I am still happy*

I don’t know why, you worried for me so much
You’ll never know how much I regret this

Because I am like you, I’ve suddenly become a lingering fool
I’ve become pitiful after you left

It’s laughable that I could not be with you when you were here and I am like this now after you left
I am smiling today by myself, I want to see you

**Repeat**

As my tears hit the back of my hand without a sound
I should be smiling but I cried instead

When I think of that person, when I miss that person
Smiling and crying can no longer console me

Please take care of that person, for the last time…(continues to next line)
If I could see that person, I will smile brightly
If you see me, please smile

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2010-04-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

Fxxx those customers la...
"Why so expensive 1 ? "
"No discount ?? "
"Rm99.90 ?! You give me Rm90 , I will buy"

U all really go back home and dream la..
zzzzzzz
always talk stupid things at my workplace...
mau beli , beli !
tak mau beli , pergi blah !
senang aje !!
dats why
i will treat nicely for those got manners customers...
and no nid diu gao those bad customers...
coz they really tot they got $$ can show off to us !!
some of them throw money to the counter !
if you all still continue treat all ppl lyk dat
i'm sure you all will bankrup and no $$$ in ur whole life !!!!

REMEMBER
once you become a rich guys...
don't do lyk dat to ppl..

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2010-04-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

haiz...
i wanna tell you many things...
but..
both of us are strangers...
i wanna make friend with you...

i swear
the next time i saw you...
i MUST
get to know you !!

i know you looking at me..
too bad.. i ignoring you..
BUT
u dun noe that i know u looking at me...
i know too
that u know i'm ignoring at you...
both of us
just lack
a word
call courage...
i swear
the next time...
is my time

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2010-04-02T00:09:00.002+08:00

Second Time Around - Lady GaGa

Oh oh oh yeah
Babe

Last time I thought we have this talk
Boy you were getting ready to leave
I thought baby you were done
Cause for a while you could barely look at me.

This time I thought that we`d be fine
That I`d forget the things that you said
I tried crossing out your words

But baby you can not forget the past (x2)
Still baby

*I’m so unpredictable
you don’t know what to think
So unemotional
Wonder if I’m even still in love
You see
I don’t know what to tell you now
Its always harder the second time around

Im so unpredictable
Just like you used to be
So unemotional
Boy I can forget the way you were with me
I don’t know what to tell you now
Its always harder
the second time around*

We tried going back to Joe’s
That always was our favourite place
Long rides baby by the coast
Do you remember where we stayed

Last time we were hanging out
You were acting kind of strange
Now it’s the second time around
I’m sorry now it’s me that feels this way
Its me that feels this way, babe

I know you are the one that is hurt

**
I`m not sure the best way to say this
But I can’t pretend to love you no more babe
This ferris wheel`s got me crazy
Maybe the second time around is not meant for us babe
Not mean for us babe yeah!
**

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2010-03-31T23:01:00.001+08:00

Yeah yeah yeah ~~ Volume 66 !! xD

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2010-03-22T00:50:00.003+08:00

[A]
Just went to UTAR(PJ) and TARC with family today... At last... my sister registered at
TARC and take Diploma in Accounting... i didn't take any course..decided to find a better and
got future job...Gambateh to myself and my sister ba ~ =)

[B]
Alright,just don't know when i become "model" liao ?? Some of my friend just keep on asking me.. "Hey,when is your new photos will released in fb ?" PSPS =.=||| LOLZ... i replied coming soon...
end of March/early of the April... One of them said " u want follow GaGa's style arh??" ,
i just dropped my spec and said of coz no ! LOL... =.=||| zzzzzzzz...

PS: will change other style...but won't follow GaGa's style ! xD COMING SOON xD
(not narcissistic okay ??) hahaha..PSPS

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2010-03-20T00:19:00.002+08:00

我希望这一次的决定是对的...
(-算是人生中的最大决定-)
对我也好
对我家人也好
虽然没有的接下去，但，我一定会把我自己变得更有用更有知识的人...
不会对这个世界陌生...
慢慢学...
我可以的...
我不会孤单的一个人..
因为
我有 sifu 教我...
^^

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2010-03-11T00:03:00.002+08:00

Suddenly wanna sing this song @.@ "
*give me mic plz...start...*

Bukan Cinta Biasa - Siti Nurhaliza

Begitu banyak cerita
Ada suka ada duka
Cinta yang ingin ku tulis
Bukanlah cinta biasa

Dua keyakinan beza
Masalah pun tak sama
Ku tak ingin dia ragu
Mengapa mereka selalu bertanya

*Cintaku bukan di atas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu di paksa
Tak perlu di cari
Kerna ku yakin ada jawabnya...ohhh~

Andai ku bisa merubah semua
Hingga tiada orang terluka
Tapi tak mungkin,
Ku tak berdaya
Hanya yakin menunggu
Jawabnya*

Janji terikat setia
Masa merubah segala
Mungkin dia kan berlalu
Ku tak mahu mereka tertawa

**Diriku hanya insan biasa
Miliki naluri yang sama
Tak ingin berpaling
Tak ingin berganti
Jiwa ku sering saja berkata..ohh

Andai ku mampu ulang semula
Ku pasti tiada yang curiga
Kasih kau hadir
Tiada terduga
Hanya yakin menunggu
Jawapan**...

*
**

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2010-03-10T17:14:00.004+08:00

Will my the only hope can be realize ?
who knows ?
$
$$
$$$
$$$$
$$$$$
I will get the answer after that date...
Really wish my home have a mesin pencetak wang kertas yang sah !!
LOL !!
then no nid headache about 钱钱钱钱 ! ! !
钱不是万能但没有钱就万万不能 ~

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2010-03-02T22:56:00.002+08:00

.....Wondering.....
....wondering....
...wondering...
..wondering..
.wondering.
At last , bought her album back to home ~ hehehe..
RM31.90 for 2 cd ~ xD
1st cd is her 2nd album ~ (Bad Romance and so on..)
2nd cd is her 1st album ~ (Poker Face and so on..)
This is my 1st time bought original english album xD xD...
so..1st time gave liao her lo ~ xD
gonna enjoy her album liao..c ya ~
RA RA UH LA LA ~
...T@T@...

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2010-02-28T00:49:00.003+08:00

Blind - Ke$ha
nice song and of coz nice lyrics !! A so true song~
kejam and terus ~ i like it !! hehehehe~

I think you got the best of me
You're sleepin' with the enemy
You left me all alone, alone, alone, alone
The beat drops, I'm so low
My heart stops, I already know
You left me all alone, alone, alone, alone

*I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
But you're never gonna catch me cry (Oh whoa whoa)
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die(Oh whoa whoa)
Without me, you're nothing (Oh whoa whoa)
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die (Oh whoa whoa)*

I've let go, finally over you
This drama that you put me through
I'm better all alone, alone, alone, alone
The beat drops, you're so low
It's last call and it's gotten old
Now look who's all alone, alone, alone, alone
**
I trusted you, you were the first
Then you lied and it get's worse
You broke me down
Now just look around
Who's all alone?
Who's all alone now?
**

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2010-02-25T19:18:00.002+08:00

result came out
better than my expectation actually
before that,decided to take foundation and do it again...now
since result can apply for degree...rethink again....
headache !!
if apply degree..with this result...sure can't get my dream course...
just can get those "cold cold" course at "cold cold" University...
HOW ?
Degree ??
or
Foundation ??

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2010-02-19T22:16:00.009+08:00

Midvalley,Kuala Lumpur-19 Feb 2010-初六

Went out with Choon Khai , Chwen Hui , Jennifer , Ee Lynn & Calvin

1st-bought tickets for All's Well End's Well Too 2010 (花田喜事)

and also 72 Tenants of Prosperity(watch the 2nd time) xD
All Well..VS 72....
72 is much funny and nice than All Well's... >.<"

Breakfast time-Sushi Zenmai-The Garden...see the bill ~ xD 5ppl's meal..

1 plate...2 plate...3 plate... RMxx.xx !! LOL ~

Steamboat ??

This photo's view not good.. xD haha~

woah !!

My breakfast..1st time went in sushi shop but didn't eat sushi..
ate chicken curry rice instead ~ LOL

A shot at Dunkin Donuts ~ ~

Me ~ Me ~ Me ~ xD haha..

Lame surprise and lame toy ever ~ LOL
from Kinder Joy

Dinner ~ just took the receipt as photo only..haha..

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2010-02-15T23:04:00.003+08:00

Dah puluh-puluh hari tak update blog sendiri... hari semalam tengok surat khabar ,
bahagian horoscope sana kata minggu ini kena banyak update blog atau tulis
diary.. haha..baru saya teringat memang lama tak ada update blog... Jangan rasa semacam
dengan post ini kerana guna tulisan BM *rojak+bahasa pasar*..nak tengok sendiri punya BM
level sudah "drop" sampai tahap apa.. hahaha ~ dah lama tak tulis karangan , memang BM saya
sudah "basi" T.T ~ pada hal-nya english dan chinese macam sudah improve banyak since
hari hari pun gunanya untuk "layan" pelanggan kat tempat kerja =.=||| *eleh,perasannya,puji
sendiri pulak~hahaha....*
Jangan bimbang kat saya ~ saya masih ok kat sini...tak ada ubah apa2 pun *walaupun saya tahu
kamu memang bimbang akan saya.hahahaha ~ xD xD* sudah tak larat nak tulis lagi la ~ letih ni..

Wish all the reader
Happy Chinese New Year ~ 新年快乐 ~ stay healthy and leng zai/leng lui wor ~ hahaha...

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2010-02-06T10:20:00.002+08:00

The meaning of the Fame Monster tracks ~~Lady GaGa's album~~

wow~ ada maksud disebaliknya ~ hahahaha ~

Bad Romance: Fear of love, specifically loving someone so much you not only tolerate all
the bad stuff, but you crave it.

Alejandro: Fear of men/commitment, what they might do to get her for themselves.

Monster: Fear of the realization that she might not be able to have a safe, secure relationship
with a good guy for her need of an aggressive, philandering, dangerous guy with
huge **** ("I've never see one like that before . . .")

So Happy I Could Die: Fear of alcohol and its consequences; also, fear of pride/loving
ones self so much. (Don't worry about anything, just drink and ******
and it'll be ok).

Speechless: Fear of death, specifically that of a loved one (she did write the song for her Daddy
afterall, who was going through heart problems before Gaga finally convinced
him to go through with the surgery). In particular, it's about a loved one who
thinks he/she is invincible and who don't realize the affect his/her death might have
on others.

Dance in the Dark: Fear of fame (though Gaga might dispute the idea that this album has
anything to do with fame). More specifically, what affect the public eye has
on the insecurities of someone (corruption, self-esteem, suicide, murder).
Fear of being watched, or just wanting to have some privacy.

Telephone: Fear of commitment; just wanting to have fun and be free/sleep around--the dance
is her freedom, but this freedom is always under attack.

Teeth: Superficially about oral sex; really, it's also about fear of the truth, and wanting to
confront this truth no matter how harsh it might be.

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2010-02-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

Lady GaGa - Speechless

I can't believe what you said to me
Last night, we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

And I'll never love again,
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half-wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
All of my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love so baby
Raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless

And I'll never love again,
Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless...

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2010-01-31T00:13:00.004+08:00

OMG.... 1st time.... 1st time.... 1st time ..... !!! do damn addicted to an english album, from
Lady Gaga 1st n 2nd album is my favourite !!!!! love her song so damn much !!!! Argh !!!!!!
My own ranking of her both album ~ hahahaha ~
1. Bad Romance
2. Dance In the Dark
3. Monster
4. Poker Face
5. Teeth
6. Paparazzi
7. Speechless
8. Love Games
9. Telephone
10. Alejandro

Wow ~~ nice song and nice lyrics ~~~ =)

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2010-01-17T21:08:00.004+08:00

Situation A (Selayang Mall)
-At a shoes shop , i was standing waiting the kakak took out the shoes from the store room...
An Indian guy came in (with his family).... belek2 a sample of shoe, and,turn to my direction..said.

The Indian guy : Ini kasut ada size saya tak ..?
Me : i look at him and my eyes do lyk dat =.= and told him - saya bukan kerja kat sini ! zzzzzz
The Indian guy : Oh , sorry sorry !

zzzzzzz... really brainless , those people working at there wearing special uniform ma... really BODOH !!

Situation B (Tesco-Rawang)
-At a shoes shop again.... at the shop doing buy 1 free 1 promotion ~ , so damn many people !!! my sister asked me to take the shoes for her while she go help my mum see other shoes...
so , i standing at there and holding the pair of shoe... then a chinese aunty come to me and said..
* in chinese conservation*

Another brainless aunty : Xiao Didi , this shoe how much , why dun have price tag de ?

then i look at her and a bit bit "火都来" and told : Ah Xiao Jie *very beh song*!!
i'm not working here de ler !!!!

Another bainless aunty : oh , i tot you are , coz u holding the shoes ma...
*she told me lyk dat , what a stupid answer ever & ever i heard b4 !!!!!*

*MCB* and *顶你的肺* (said in the heart) then i really get angry and cangkuk her....

i said *beh song* : 你有没有搞错 oh?? no eyes see ah?? all people here also holding shoes what ???!!! then all who holding also working at here la izzit ???!!! Those people working wearing
blue colour uniform and printed big big words in the uniform you can't see arh ??!!!

then she open big eyes and looking at me while i "bear" her and bu shuang her... then she go away from me... celaka !! issshhhhh !!! bodoh betul !! sometime really not dun want be patient with ppl... but ishhh those situation.. really 佛都有火... zzzzzzzzz.... well , forget them now... since
i have bought many things ~ hoho !! xD

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2010-01-12T23:09:00.003+08:00

LOLZ !! A big Doraemon - not consider a poster or a doll - for decoration purpose just
arrived in my working place ~~ xD xD so damn big and cute ~ hehehe... My jie jie-the boss
said , the doraemon sure 咋都没有 during the weekends...coz sure many child come and
kacau-kacau it ~ LOLZ ~ hope Doraemon will be safe on weekends ~ @.@ xD hehe..

hehehe... you see...so big @.@

Doraemon and me !! xD xD kekeke...

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2010-01-10T10:35:00.003+08:00

long time didn't update my blog with my "handwriting" huh ?? hahahaha... these day
keep on update my blog with songs only ~ hehe...
well,recently i'm fine here...as fit as fiddle ~ still survive in my work...life go as usual...
nothing much changed...*i dun think have any changes also,LOLZ-废话*
really happy working at my ex-place... boss treat me so good...xD joke around~
chit-chat around~learnt many new things about cd's...really nice~ haha...however , heard my friends working at other place are not happy and find other job liao...so , am i consider lucky ???
last few days salary just bank-ed in my account...hahaha.. just hundred riggit++ coz working
few days only ma~ wait till this month de salary come out only go shopping ,buy my CNY new
shirts T.T !! One of the thing that i always headache is dun noe wanna wear which shirt go work
zzzzzzzzz.... @.@ kepala pusing ler.... Boss asked me whether wanna during CNY 初一 & 初二 or not....TRIPLE $$ ler ~ mayb i will work on CNY no holiday... @.@ $$ now... 80% i will work on CNY... coz i dun want see some of my stingy relatives on CNY.. well...difficult to explain...
just one word can be describe them(not all).. stingy-full of drama !! better go work earn money rather than wait their angpow ! no eyes see liao... stop here... prepare go work ler =)
have a nice day readers ~ hehehe..

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2010-01-08T10:47:00.002+08:00

听说你爱我-钟嘉欣 *cantonese*

常听说你爱着我身边声音说了太多
全世界同样开心祝贺只得我心里感到难过
毫无疑问待我好太厚待我
为何没法证实过你的关心为何

从那次你冷落我想再回头但没帮助
原来情浓在高温之后终于会转冷不会重播
无能为力没信心太怕犯错前行后退也是错
我确实想得太多

其实我太想找到一个结果然后去结束这种暧昧痛楚
流言未道破可是谁感觉错好想你勇敢亲口讲到清楚
逃避较讲清讲楚辛苦得多情愿难道在我迷惘中轻轻错过

若是我伤心也很傻亦过火凭什么将我冷待与折磨
如明日你又全力讨好下个都要做你最美丽朋友
又挂上笑面来唱歌

全是为你但你是否相信我 ~

Another good song !! T.T